I no longer believed in the idea of soul mates,
Or love at first sight.
But I was beginning to believe that a very few times in our life,
If you were lucky, you might meet someone that who was exactly right for you.
Not because he was perfect or because you were.
But because your combined flaws were arranged in a way that allowed two separate being to hinge together.
I found him and I finally understand what true love meant.
Love meant that you cared for another person's happiness more than your own.
I know we're too young and it is still early to say this.
But I do hope that you're the one for me.
You are my everything.
I only said it cause I mean it.
I only mean cause it's true.
So don't you doubt of what I've been dreaming.
I think I love you a little bit more every day.
I Love You means that I can accept the person that you are.
And that I do not wish to change you into someone else.
Its mean that I do not expect perfection from you.
Just as you do not expect it from me either.
Its mean that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times.
Its mean loving you when you're in bad mood,
or too tired to do things that I want to do.
Its mean loving you when you're down, not just when you're fun to be with.
I Love You means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them.
Asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine.
Its mean that I care enough to fight for what we have,
and that I love enough not to let go.
Its means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you, constantly.
And hoping that you feel the same way for me.
I love you myMTAR...
P/S: When a girl didn't say a words. that's when she needs you the most
The way you're part of me, I would have to re-learn everything.
If you were to leave, so fast you make me fall like I was autumn leaves.
And honestly there's a perfect explanation
Why you feel so good to say that you're my love.
I'll give you all my love if you don't change a thing about the way you hold me every night.
So right, I wanna a man like you forever in my life.
Put my love inside a jar, turn the lid and set me free
I love everything that you are.
Has a million other reasons but lets not go to far.
Stay close to my heart.
When I think about the future, I am right there where you are.
Cause you are my love.
I know that you would never leave me hanging, hanging out to dry in the wind
I know that we haven't seen the worst of it.
But when we do, I promise you.
Promise that we'll stick it out together.
I'm a girl.
With a soft heart.
Fragile heart. Once broken considered forever will be broken.
I'm an understanding person. Really am.
Nothing to be proud of that. Am not an arrogant of what I have.
But that's the truth. Too good to be truth.
But there's something that you and everyone out there need to know about me.
Every people have their own limit.
Yes. Sume orang ade limit dia.
Limit bile kite terlalu mengalah, kite terlalu bagi muka, kite terlalu mempercayainya,
kite terlalu rase dia tu semuanya untuk kite sampai tidak memikirkan keadaan sendiri.
Bila sampai limit tu, percaya lah, orang tu takkan sesekali ingat kenangan, memori atau ape pun yang pernah berlaku, pernah lalui bersama dan sumenyelah.
Pujuklah macam mane pun. Bincang macam mane pun.
Takkan mengubah keputusan tu. Sebab bila someone dah sangat sangat cukup terluka.
Dia tak mampu nak terima sesape pun even dia masih ade perasaan yang satu itu.
Been there done that.
Experienced it twice.
Malam tadi terbukak cite pasal sekolah buat aku rindu dan teringat kenangan lame.
Kenangan jadi budak jahat! haha
Masuk je TTJ. Serius tak sangke jadi macam tu.
First time msuk hostel kan.
Jauh dari family. No more mak jadi cikgu dalam sekolah yang same.
Nak ckp ponteng kelas tu. Selalu je buat. Lari dari spot check.
Bawak benda haram mcm handphone, mp3, speaker, ape sume tu lali dah.
Ponteng assembly lg.
Oh fly lagi. haha tp tu malu lah. sbb kantoi =p
Orang ckp kalau dulu fly dr sekolah then kantoi dgn warden membawa maksud kau budak baik.
Kau tak layak nk fly2 ni so ddukla kt sekolah diam2 takpayah nk buat jahat. Haha
Melawan senior tak payah cakap lah. Selamba pakai selipar pegi prep. Tak pegi riadah ptg2. Ponteng prep petang. Kat hostel buat jahat kena denda cuci toilet.
Malam2 main laser dgn Aspura sekolah sebelah.
Buat bising sampai pukul 3-4 pagi dalam bilik iron sbb nak charge phone.
Conteng dinding, lantai dorm, oh bilik iron pon conteng. Gile Glam. HAHA.
Oh semmm rindu time Form 4!
Buat jahat sume time Form 4. Form 5 baik sikit, nk SPM lah kan =p
Aku buat jahat2 pon. Aku still hormat orang lain.
Hormat cikgu sbb tu paling penting!
Tak berkat beb ilmu mcm tu.
Tapi sorang cikgu ni lah. Sorry tak boleh nk hormatmu Miss Y**.
Ohh ku kenang mu dalam doaku sampai bila2 aku ckp.
Mase kelas dia aku dgr lagu. Aku tido, selamba badak minum air dalam kelas even dia tak suka, pegi jgk toilet walaupun dia tak bagi.
And end up dr sume tu aku kena berdiri dlm kelas dia smpai habis waktu.
Tiap2 hari yang ade kelas dia. Mmg muka aku je yang berdiri =p
HAHA. Entahlah dia tu. Cerewet sgt, tak faham aku.
Sume bdk Akaun mmg anti gila lah dgn die.
Paling tak tahan lah kan. Panggil aku Solehan what the fuuufuuu.
Tahulah org cina tak reti2 sebut nama2 mcm tu kan.
Pastu aku selalu kena bahan dgn classmate.
Benci tauu! Haha.
But now sume bende tu seronok utk ingat balik.
Best sgt. Oh rindu nye bdk 4P2 n 5P2! Dormmates lagi!
How time flies so fast now masing2 ade hidup sendiri kan. Rindu sangat zaman sekolah!
IGNORE MUKA-BURUK-TIME- NI. AHAHA
Oh except psl coup2 tu paling tak indah untuk diingat!
Tengahari tadi. saje2 melawat group kelas dekat fb
Mane tahu kan ade ape2 announcement ke something ke.
And yes ade.
Announcement yang berupa list subjects untuk next sem.
Serius aku kate aku sebak.
Sangat sangat sebak.
Sebab macam tak ready untuk sem seterusnya.
Serius pressure sangat sebenarnye hari ni
Tu aku tak melayan lgsg cite One Tree Hill yang aku nak habiskan time cuti ni.
Dan aku cube buat benda lain untuk menggembirakan hati aku. Menceriakan hati
Usya Youtube, tgk online blog shopping.
Tgk tutorial photoshop, godek2 saje2 try buat.
Suma tak jadi~ Suma tak boleh buat. Ade je tak kena *TENSION*
This is what I feel right now.
Gile semak otak skrg. Sem 3 dah cukup huru hara untuk aku.
Sem 4 banyak sangat subjek.
Lapan weh! Lapan okayyyyyyyyyyy! Sangat tak mampu ='(
Ade FAR 250 FAR 360. Dua2 code ni new things kena belajar.
No more basic untuk form 4 and form 5.
MAF 320, code untuk Costing. Ahhh aku benci Costing dari Sem 2 lagi.
BEL 312 BEL 313 banyak presentation mcm senior2 ni cakap.
Aku tak bagus time speaking.
Gagap. Nervous. Gabra ah sumalahhhh!
Ade LAW 346 lagi. Law untuk partnership and company law. Penat lah nk ingat section2 cases2 suma. Tak sanggup.
ENT 300 pasal entrepreneur plak. Dengar cite kena buat business plan.
Create company sendiri dari produk yg kita pilih. Buat kira-kira budget untuk company tu suma.
Woi time form 5 aku dah buat dah benda tu.
Time tu panggil Rancangan Perniagaan lah kan.
Aku ingat lagi mase Miss Yeo (cikgu aku) panggil nama aku dalam kelas.
Marah2 aku depan sume classmate aku and campak tanpe ade belas kasihan project aku tu dekat lantai.
Terasa macam sampah ape yang aku buat.
Sebak dia tak payah cakap lah.
Susah payah aku buat benda tu siang malam untuk SPM mase tu.
And now kene buat lagi. Tak sanggup weh!
Paling aku gerun next sem belajar TAX 320 which is taxation. OH MY.
The worst nightmare dah datang!
Fuhh aku dah rasekan tension dia sekarang.
Supposed tak perlu kot cakap psl subjects untuk next sem.
Skrg kan time cuti tapi can't help it lah.
Tau skrg time cuti tapi tak boleh stop fikir pasal hari2 akan datang yang kena aku tempuh.
Sepatutnye aku enjoy cuti tak payah nk fikir sgt bende2 ni.
When the time comes, which is one month from now, fight and struggle for it!
Oh tak bolehhh. kena fikir jugak.
Plus ade 2 intersesi lepas habis sem 4. Memang tak rehat lah kannnn.
Intersesi 1 dalam sebulan belajar 2 subjek. FAR 400 and MAF 370.
DALAM SEBULAN okay! Bukan lama macam cycle untuk satu sem!
Intersesi 2 plak TAX 420 dengan AUD 360! Audit okay. A-U-D-I-T!
Eja betul2 sebut betul2.
Yuran - buku - kolej - kuliah - exam.
Suma bende kene fikir.
Bak kate housemate aku. Mari korek kubur awal2.
So I met this guy.
First impression tak tau nak cakap ape. Really really sweet.
So we are once a friend. and forever it will be =)
We both share and face the same problem which is you-know-what-it-is-lah-kan.
Serius permulaan sumenye okay. but when its getting deeper when knowing someone.
Macam2 timbul. Everything is being revealed.
Biaselah kan setiap hakikat perit untuk kite telan.
Time goes on so benda tu selesai dengan sendirinye.
Thankyou sangat sangat....
And now I'm speechless.
Day by day knowing him.
Turn me on, driving me crazy.
Minat benda same. Argue with different things.
Yea it bonding us tightly =)
Dulu aku selalu fikir, bila org tu ade minat yang same mesti that relationship bosan sgt.
Yelah share bende mestilah akan buat bende tu same2 kan.
Tapi salah kot benda tu bile kita dah lalui benda tu sendiri
I know you felt the same thing jgk kan.
Harini bila scroll balik history conversation dekat YM tu.
Banyak menyedarkan aku kepada semua benda.
Buat aku tersenyum sendiri
Buat aku menangis dengan tiba-tiba.
Buat aku mengenang balik semua bende.
Tapi past is past kan.
Buat ape nak menyesal dengan ape yang dah berlaku.
Live life to the fullest with no regrets! Aku pegang kate2 ni.
"What goes around comes around
Just wait for it to happen :)
Oh and a bustard like you deserve a bitch like her.
And I love those words. Thankyou sbb susah payah tulis macam tu.
One word. WHATEVER.
Like I care what did you say dear bitchy. Have a nice day!
No matter what happen.
I'll be ready.
To take on LIFE.
To take on LOVE.
To take on POSSIBILITY.
To be honest with you
I don't have the words to make you to feel better.
But I do have arms to give you a hug.
Ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about.
And I have a heart, a heart that's aching to see you smile again.
All I want is someone who will stay.
No matter how hard is to be with me.
P/S: Isn't it amazing how a person who was once a stranger, suddenly meant the world to you?
Difference between mind and heart.
Your mind tells you what the smart thing to do.
Your heart tells you what you're gonna do anyway.
Things will get worse before they get better.
But when they do just remember who put you down and you helped you up.
Sometime you have to stand alone.
Just to make sure you still can.
I've gotten used to hide my emotions from people. Pretending that nothing is wrong is much easier that admitting that I'm drowning inside. But when I'm sitting alone in the room, everything is silent, I realize I don't know how to be myself any more.
And I don't give up easily.
I fight for what I want.
It take a lot for me to actually give up on something or someone.
I can't just throw away all the hard work and time I put into it.
I can't just give up because times are hard, especially if that person means so much to me.
I keep fighting for what I want until I can't fight it anymore.
Until the giving up is the last option left.
But I always have this fear.
That one day you are going to discover that I'm not as great as you once thought I was.
And I'm afraid that...
If you see me all the time, you'll get sick of me.
If you talk to me all the time, you'll run out of things to say.
If we do the same thing all the time, you'll get bored of us.
If I'm too nice to you, you'll take advantage of me.
If I'm too mean with you, you'll drift me away.
If someone else get your attention, you'll ignore me.
If you meet someone new, you'll leave me ='(
But it always be you that I want at the end of each day....
Banyak sangat nk luah.
Banyak sangat nk cakap.
Tapi tak terluah..
Tapi tak tertulis..
Bila jadi macam ni. taktau nak percaya siapa.
Nak letak kepercayaan 100% tu dekat pihak mana.
Mmg perit untuk kita terima sesebuah hakikat tu kadang-kadang.
Tapi masa boleh ubat kita. masa boleh sembuhkan segalanya.
Cuma mampu ke tak kita untuk jadi kuat terima semua hakikat tu
Dan aku dah jumpa seseorang yang sangat kuat. sangat tabah hadapi semua tu.
Serius kalau aku, aku takkan sekuat tu.
The way she treat that situation happened in her life so.... *speechless*
Serius respect sangat.
Sangat sangat sangat!
Dan sampai sekarang aku ingat pesan dia..
"To whom you should turn into when you feel down. The Almighty Allah. Allahuakbar."
Dan pesan aku pulak. jangan bila sedih baru kita cari Dia. Bila senang kita lupa Dia.
Sangat tak patut.
Mengadu dekat Dia. InsyaAllah sbb Dia Maha Mendengar.
p/s: lega bila post benda ni.kata2 motivasi utk diri sndri sbnrnye
Okay. sebelum pegi PTAR, wa nk cite pasal hierarchy court of Malaysia and its establishment and its composition jgk.
saje nk merepek. sbb nk kasi igt.
hafal jawapan utk esk. haha. HARDCORE kot.
sekali tak keluar. padan muke kau Solehah!
First thing first:
The roles of court is Malaysia is more concerned with the administration of the law. The court have civil and criminal jurisdiction in Msia which are consist of superior court and subordinate court. Superior court consists of Federal court which is the highest court in Msia, followed by the second highest of court, Court of Appeal and the lowest level in superior court is High court while subordinate or inferior court constitutes Session court, Magistrate court and Penghulu court. The subordinate court decision are bounded by the decision of superior court while some of the court are bound by their own decision.
The Federal court is the highest court in the superior court in Malaysia. Federal court consist of Chief Justice, the President of Court of Appeal, Chief Judge of Malaya and Chief Judge of Sabah and Sarawak and six Federal court judges which the minimum numbers of judges are 3 and the maximum number are 11. The number of the judges sitting in Federal court must be an odd number.
The second highest court in Msia and in the superior court is Court of Appeal which constitutes the President of Court of Appeal and up to 10 Court of Appeals' judges. The minimum number of the judge in Court of Appeal is 3.
The lowest court in the superior court is High court. This third highest court in Msia consist of two Chief Judges, one in Peninsular Msia and one in Sabah and Sarawak and the minimum number of judge sitting in High court is 1.
The next court after High court is Session court. Session court is the highest court in the subordinate court or inferior court. Session court is under the charge of the session court judge and the minimum number of judge is 1.
The second level court in subordinate court is Magistrate court. Magistrate court deals with minor civil and criminal cases. The court is presided over by a magistrate and the minimum number of judge is also 1.
Lastly the Penghulu's court is the lowest level of subordinate courts in Peninsular Malaysia. It is presided over by a penghulu or headman appointed by the State Goverment for a mukim.