Two years ago.
I've falling.
Falling for a person I never thought I'd fall for.

My heart tells me that,
And my eyes have stopped searching.
Because I can honestly says that
My heart has finally found exactly what its been looking for.

I love you. 
Not only for what you are but for what I am, when I'm with you sayang.
I love you, not for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making me.

I love you for the part of me that you bring out.
I love you for putting your hand and fit my palm, into my heart, 
and passing over all the foolish weak things.

I love you because you have done more than anything could have done.
To make me good and to make me happy.
You have done it.
Without a touch.
Without a word.
Without a sign.
You have done it.

Its amazing when someone comes to my life and I expect nothing out of it
But suddenly there right in front of you is everything that I ever need.
The best kind of love is with the most unexpected person at most unexpected time.
And I found you, the person I don't expect I will fall in love with, at the unexpected time.

Thank you sayang. 
Thank you because because you don't fall in love the way I look 
But thank you for fall in love with my body, the way it widen quite alot around my hips
and how I will never get perfect figure. 
Fall in love with my impatience, my jealous mood, and how sometimes I act like a child.
Fall in love with my scars, my marks and all the thing that makes me far less perfect to you.
Fall in love with every part of me, good and bad
And especially with all that I consider flaws.
Thank you because you fall in love with me as I am. 

Happy two years of our relationship sayang.
and I am counting for more. 
I love you Muhamad Taufik with all my heart and my soul.


Lately banyak sangat fikir macam-macam
Women with their insecurities.
Its killing me okay.

Dengan studynya, test, assignment, presentation bagai.
Tak boleh nk stop fikir.
Penat. Lelah.
That's Solehah. Complicated sangat.

Entah lah. Terlalu percaya dengan instinct sendiri
Six sense lah apa lah.
Lepas tu menyesakkan diri sendiri
Rasa nk mati. Hai semua bende nk rasa ada.
Susah sangat kan nk percaya orang.
Yes takut dengan pengalaman dulu.
Twice. and taknak untuk kali ketiga.
Cukup. Sakit. Pedih sangat.
Kalau kali ni tersungkur, taktahu lagi bila akan aku bangun.
Mungkin takkan bangun sampai bila-bila