Unexpected.

Two years ago.

I've falling.

Falling for a person I never thought I'd fall for.

My heart tells me that,

And my eyes have stopped searching.

Because I can honestly says that

My heart has finally found exactly what its been looking for.

I love you. 

Not only for what you are but for what I am, when I'm with you sayang.

I love you, not for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making me.

I love you for the part of me that you bring out.

I love you for putting your hand and fit my palm, into my heart, 

and passing over all the foolish weak things.

I love you because you have done more than anything could have done.

To make me good and to make me happy.

You have done it.

Without a touch.

Without a word.

Without a sign.

You have done it.

Its amazing when someone comes to my life and I expect nothing out of it

But suddenly there right in front of you is everything that I ever need.

The best kind of love is with the most unexpected person at most unexpected time.

And I found you, the person I don't expect I will fall in love with, at the unexpected time.

Thank you sayang. 

Thank you because because you don't fall in love the way I look 

But thank you for fall in love with my body, the way it widen quite alot around my hips

and how I will never get perfect figure. 

Fall in love with my impatience, my jealous mood, and how sometimes I act like a child.

Fall in love with my scars, my marks and all the thing that makes me far less perfect to you.

Fall in love with every part of me, good and bad

And especially with all that I consider flaws.

Thank you because you fall in love with me as I am. 

Happy two years of our relationship sayang.

and I am counting for more. 

I love you Muhamad Taufik with all my heart and my soul.

Heart

Lately banyak sangat fikir macam-macam
Women with their insecurities.
Its killing me okay.

Dengan studynya, test, assignment, presentation bagai.
Tak boleh nk stop fikir.
Penat. Lelah.
That's Solehah. Complicated sangat.

Entah lah. Terlalu percaya dengan instinct sendiri
Six sense lah apa lah.
Lepas tu menyesakkan diri sendiri
Rasa nk mati. Hai semua bende nk rasa ada.
Susah sangat kan nk percaya orang.
Yes takut dengan pengalaman dulu.
Twice. and taknak untuk kali ketiga.
Cukup. Sakit. Pedih sangat.
Kalau kali ni tersungkur, taktahu lagi bila akan aku bangun.
Mungkin takkan bangun sampai bila-bila
Menyerah.
Kalah.

 Bye

Forever it will..

If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today.
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours.
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call.
If you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all.


If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am.
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance maim my life?


I don't know why you're so far away. But I know that this much is true.
I never know what the future brings. But I know you're here with me now.
We'll make it through and I hope you are the one I share my life with.
And I wish that you could be the one I die with.
And I pray that you're the one I build my home with.
I love you all my life and forever it will sayang.


Cause I miss you and it takes my breath away.
And I breath you into my heart. I pray for the strength to stand today.
Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right.
And though I can't be with you tonight.
And though my heart is by your side.


When I first met you a year back then.
I fell in love with you so fast, I knew right then.
You are the one and only one for me.
I'd never have to look for love again.
You show me what real love is all about,
You fill my life with pleasure, and everything sayang.
As time goes by, our love grows stronger still.

How true my feelings were, I found out to be the best thing in my life was when you come into my life. Its been a year we shared our love and I know one thing for sure.
Its you.
The love that you shared a year ago.
It still as strong today as it was .


And when you look ahead to the future or look back at how things used to be,
Don't forget to look beside you, because that's where you'll find me,
Loving you with all my heart.

Another year to create.
Precious memories together.
Another year to discover .
Another year to strengthen our relationship.

Happy 1st Anniversary Muhamad Taufik.
I love you and only you. each and everyday.
And we have another 20000 days to be together with.
Terima kasih mytaufik sayang :')


Sincerely,
Nursolehah :)

You

I miss you. Seriously. I do.

Buat aku tersenyum

Datanglah sayang, dan biarkan ku berbaring Di pelukanmu, walau untuk sejenak Usaplah dahiku, dan ‘kan ku katakan semua [Reff:] Bila ku lelah tetaplah disini, jangan tinggalkan aku sendiri Bila ku marah, biarkan ku bersandar, jangan kau pergi untuk menghindar Rasakan resahku, dan buat aku tersenyum Dengan canda tawamu, walaupun ‘tuk sekejap Kerna hanya engkaulah, yang sanggup redakan aku Kerna engkaulah satu-satunya untukku, dan pastikan kita selalu bersama Kerna dirimulah yang sanggup mengerti aku, dalam susah ataupun senang Dapatkah engkau selalu menjaga ku Dan mampukah engkau mempertahankanku

simpul yang terlerai

Rasa.

Apa yang aku simpan selame ni.
Rasa berat beban yang aku pikul dah terlerai.
Aku tak tahu apa,macam mana nk ungkapkan dengan perkataan
Susah bagi aku untuk describe kan mcm mane rase skrg.
Serius aku rase ringan sgt beban ni
Lepas apa yang dah jadi.
Lepas apa yang aku rasa.
Lepas apa yang aku simpan.

Aku rase sgt diterima.
Terima kasih.

Happy Belated Birthday :)

Hai sayang.
Selamat Hari Lahir saye ucapkan dekat awak.
Maaf awak kalau hari jadi awak tak sempurna mcm yang awak harapkan.
Tapi saye gembira sangat.
Terime kasih untuk semuanya awak :)

Happy Birthday mydear Muhamad Taufik Abd Rahim.
You're 25 now hihi!
Tingkatkan ibadah, amal dan sewaktu dengannya.
Saye doakan awak selalu. Panjang umur dan murah rezeki
Diberkati Allah.
And mostly. Bahagia dengan family awak dan juga saye. hihi.

I love you sayang. eternally and unconditionally :)
Happy Belated Birthday MyTaufik.

its been awhile

yes awhile from writing on this blog
terlalu sibuk utk last semester diploma ini.
InsyaAllah, I'm graduating this coming October :)

dan aku berjaye mengharungi 15 minggu yang sangat gila.
walaupun skrg ni minggu ke 14.
almost semua workloads aku hampir siap.
walaupun macam2 yang berlaku.
oh sangat banyak okay.
not to mention here. tapi biarlah aku simpan :)

learnt alot in this few weeks.
subjects, feelings and everything.
thank you so much.

and the biggest problem ever.
how not to be too egoistic?
I'm trying...

terindah

Semenjak kau hadir dalam hidupku
Tiada lagi keresahan
Kau mengetuk pintu hatiku
Tanpa sedar hingga ku izinkan
Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia hingga aku terasa indah

Maaf jika ku tidak sempurna
Tika bahagia mulai menjelma
Bila keyakinan datang
Merasa kasih disalut dengan kejujuran
Mencintai dirimu
Merindui dirimu
Memiliki dirimu hingga akhir hayat bersama kamu.

Kau yang bernama cinta.
Buatku terasa indah
Terima kasih mysayang Muhamad Taufik Abd Rahim :)

Sayang...

Love begins in a moment, grows over time, and lasts for eternity.


Thank you sayang.
Thank you for hearing my thoughts, understanding my dreams and being my best friend.
Thank you for filling my life with joy and loving me without end...
I do sayang. I do love you. I do cherish your present here with me.
Knowing you will be with me in all my tomorrows, makes my day become so wonderful.
A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and me together forever,
and never apart, maybe in distance, but never in heart kan sayang :)


We were given: Two hands to hold. Two legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen.
But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find the other half
At last I found you mysayang.
You are my sunshine.
When it rains, you don't see the sun, but it's there. Hope we can be like that.
We don't always see each other, but we will always be there for one another.


To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
You meant everything for me sayang.
You are my world now.
Happy 5th months annyversary sayang :)
I love you so much Muhamad Taufik bin Abd Rahim.

Not

AC110 4D

Someone upload this thingy last night. Jiwa kacau terus. Haihh =='

I'm not ready for this. that, this and that.

Mentally no, yet physically too.

Ape pon life goes on kan. nak taknak kite kena harunginya.

And kalau org lain boleh buat kenape tidak kau?

Goodluck to myself then!

I'm on it.

Dedicate this semester 4 for my family and my love one. hihi

I will fight, fight for them =')

Soon you'll be graduate baby. So berjuang utk itu okay!

Off.

P/S: Degree soon. better be ready too.

The End

End of semester break.

Goodbye bed.

Goodbye room -__-

Goodbye unlimited internet -_______________-

Goodbye all.

Don't miss me cause I don't wanna miss you all.

End of laziness

End of joyfulness

End of lepaking

End of everything that can make me happy.

Lepas ni kena rajin. Mengadap buku. Mengadap notes. Mengadap lecturerS. Mengadap laptop siapkan assignment. Mengadap paperwork. Mengadap slides utk presentation. Mengadap sem 4.

Tolong rajin sebab ni semester terakhir kau. please. Jgn rosakkan sem 4 mcm kau rosakkan sem 3.

Plus next year you'll be graduate dear. Enjoy the last sem of diploma!

Bye.

XOXO

*mood kurang baik TURN ON*

Salah

Terkejut.

Bile bangun pagi perasaan bercampur-campur.

Serius tak suke perasaan macam tu.

Letih lah dgn semua yang dah jadi.

Benda simple yg senang nk diselesaikan. Lagi nk besar2 buat ape.

Kadang-kadang tak faham kenape jadi mcm ni.

Cerite lame lagi nk ungkit. Yang sorang tanak mengaku.

Lagi sorang tak boleh terime hakikat. Setiap yang berlaku ade hikmahnye disebaliknyekan.

Dah tu yang tetap salahkan diri masing2 buat ape. tunding jari sume.

Mengaku salah je tak boleh ke? Yang pihak lg satu tu jgn lah nk kasi panas lg.

Mengaku dan tolong berubah boleh tak!

Serius penat tahu tak.

Orang lain pulak suruh jage, suruh tengokkan. Buat ape yang patut.

Tau tak perasaan die mcm mane bile bende tu jadi. Mampu diam dan menangis je.

Supposed tak payah nk masuk campur lah kan. Masalah orang. Tak layak pun.

Tau lah aku yang paling rapat tapi ape aku boleh buat?

Kau yg lg besar tu kau buat taktahu. Reti nk mengarah je tapi buat hampeh.

Sape lah nk dengar bdk setahun jagung ni cakap kan.

Tak boleh lah kan nk salahkan siape2. Dah besar pandailah nk handle sendiri.

Tak suke jadi mcm ni. kena dgr sume bende basi ni

Basi tahu! BASI dan BOSAN!

Tolonglah. Betulkan balik keadaan ni. Jgn nk bergantung harap sgt. Do something.

Jgn buat taktahu. At least admit setiap kesalahan tu dan cube nk berubah. Fikir lah org sekeliling tu jugak before ni buat decision ape sume. Jangan nk hambur tak tentu pasal je.

Yang lagi sorang, org tu yang dah buat kesalahan. Terime jelah. Bukan boleh putar balik kesalahan yg die buat. Manusia buat kesilapan kan. Dan kesilapan tu dah menyedarkan org tu. Bincang elok2 jgn nk rase diri sendiri betul.

Dan org lain. Kau tak rase ape yg aku rase. Kau takde kt tempat aku ni. Tolong diam dan jangan nk berlagak kau tahu sume bende. Kau reti nk membebel salahkn orang tu ini. Kau diam okay.

Diam je lebih bagus.

Penat dan letih dengan sume ni.

Sabar lah banyak2. Allah sentiase menguji umatNya kan.

Relationship

Why do you prefer long distance relationship?

Because they are stronger. They mean a lot more.

Well to me that is, I mean I think about it. Everyday every second.

Sure you don't get to hug the person, kiss the person, wake up next to the person but you get to talk to them, hear them.

Trust is the biggest thing in a relationship.

Trust is not easy to build but without confident and suspicious it will ruin the relationship at the end.

If you can trust someone who lives hundred miles away, then it makes the long distance become solid and firm.

Think about how amazing it's going to be when finally get to meet them.

And how perfect it's gonna be.

You fight less. You laugh more.

They are hard, they are harder than a lot of other things but they are worth it in the end.

Even though long distance is hard, to work it out need lots of strength, console, willingness, passion and the most important is trust and understanding.

Why let distance ruin your feelings to someone?

Feelings are feelings, love is love, that's not gonna change anything.

You may granted the happiness after you managed to overcome all the obstacles and hardness of being apart by thousand miles away.

If you believe in yourself, have trust and faith, then there is no problem because long distance is just a matter of a fact where you can resist it.

As long as they have each other and they meant for each other, that's make them stronger.

I believe that I am not regret of choosing this path at the first place, it allow us to learn many things throughout the hardship we confronted.

Overall I must say it is definitely true because it is beautiful after all.

So beautiful if you believe and love each other,

then you just feel so near to each other.

It's rare. And just don't give up easily.

Thought

You're not gonna promise to each other that you will not disappoint one another,

Because at some point you will.

What is important is you don't go away, you don't escape, you don't leave one another,

Just because you were disappointed.

That's the meaning of fidelity

Tag

Okay dah lame tak main bende alah ni. Zaman tok Adam dulu main lah.

Then kalau tak kena tag dgn org lain. start touching2. sgt tak matang~

Malas sbnrnye nak buat tp sebab kawan tercinta yang lagi gedik mengada2 si Rad ni.

Aku ikutkan jugaklah. Kang tak buat berguling2 dekat jalan tu sapa nk tanggung =p

First: The Rules.

1.You must post these rules

2. Each person must post 11 thing about themselves in their journal.

3.Answer the question the tagger set for you in their post. and create 11 new question for the people you tagged to answer

4.You have to choose 11 people to tag and link them on the post.

5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged HIM/HER.

6. No tag back!

7. No stuff in the tagging section about 'YOU ARE TAGGED IF YOU ARE READING THIS'YOU LEGITIMATELY (a.k.a REALLY,TRUST,WILL ALL HONESTLY) have tagged 11 people.

About me

1. Cho.

2. Comel sgt.

3. Belum matang.

4. 19 going on 20 real sooooooooon bebeh

5. Malas

6. Garang

7. Suke tido

8. Ade lesung pipit. kau ade? =p

9. aaaaaaaa

10. Nak cukupkan 10.

11. Yeay dah 11!

soalan Rad gedik bagi:

1. hobi kamu.

Tido, tido dan tido. aaaa dan tido lg. oh yang lain eh? tido jugak

2. ade x yang dah mencuri hati kamu?

hehe. anda tahu anda sape lah kan myMTAR~ wee

3. masakan sape jadi pilihan hati?

mak saya dan my mother in law to-be *berangan*

4. impian kamu?

mengejar impian yang diimpikan. tulah impian die.

5. sebab anda memilih jurusan pengajian kamu sekarang?

because I think I'm good at it?

6. pengalaman yang tidak disangka berlaku dalam hidup kamu?

berjumpe lipas dlm jamban di saat-saat genting.

7. air minuman kegemaran?

S-I-R-A-P

8. hadiah hari jadi yang diidamkan?

anything that can be kept =)

9. jangka kawin umur berapa?

22-23. HAHA *reminder for myMTAR* =p

10. bila balik rumah..ape perkara pertama yang korang buat?

bukak pintu. acane nk masuk rumah -____-

11. pesanan untuk saya?

To my beloved classmate yg mengade, Radziah. I love you so much. Mucho mucho masss you know =) Maaf selame ni terkasar bahase terkurang lawak terlebih bad mood tertambah perencah sarcasm hihi. Well biaselah macam tak kenal aku kan hee good luck in your life my dear and kau tau aku sayang kau sgt sgt and kau tau ape yang kau patut buat kan. anything I'm here for you. Always and forever. Please jgn malas mcm aku ni. Aku tau kau byk terpengaruh dgn aku haha. Dulu kencang buat sume tutorial Akaun, aku yg jadi peniru setia pagi2 buta dalam kelas Akaun *dasar pemalas* Maafkanlah kwnmu yg pemalas ni. So saya akhiri ucapan sepatah dua kata ini dgn memberitahu Solehah sgt comel. Sekian.

oh malas nk tag sapa2. Kbai.

Alhamdulillah.

I don't blame anyone.

I know this is all on my own.

But I'm very sureeeeeeee its all from you.

Thank you for ruined my 3rd semester to Mr You-Know-Who-You-Are

Terime kasih atas segala permainan kau.

Permainan bodoh aku rase.

Banyak sgt aku lalui sepanjang sem ni.

Memang sumpah aku takkan baik dengan orang macam kau lagi.

Aku jahat sangat ke sampai kau buat aku macam ni.

Thank you sbb tunjukkan diri aku yang sebenar.

I'll try to change instead.

Semua yang berlaku ade hikmahnya.

Dan hikmah dia, faham2 sendiri lah kan.

Alhamdulillah. Syukur padaMu Ya Allah. =')

Eh macam aku menyalahkan org kan? Tak. Aku sedang berterima kasih ni weee~

describe

complicated.

titled

I love you.

I love your mind.

I love your heart.

I love the our picture of being together in the future.

I hate the thought that we're not being together.

I just love you.

Muchmuchlove

I no longer believed in the idea of soul mates,

Or love at first sight.

But I was beginning to believe that a very few times in our life,

If you were lucky, you might meet someone that who was exactly right for you.

Not because he was perfect or because you were.

But because your combined flaws were arranged in a way that allowed two separate being to hinge together.

I found him and I finally understand what true love meant.

Love meant that you cared for another person's happiness more than your own.

I know we're too young and it is still early to say this.

But I do hope that you're the one for me.

You are my everything.

I only said it cause I mean it.

I only mean cause it's true.

So don't you doubt of what I've been dreaming.

I think I love you a little bit more every day.

I Love You means that I can accept the person that you are.

And that I do not wish to change you into someone else.

Its mean that I do not expect perfection from you.

Just as you do not expect it from me either.

Its mean that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times.

Its mean loving you when you're in bad mood,

or too tired to do things that I want to do.

Its mean loving you when you're down, not just when you're fun to be with.

I Love You means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them.

Asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine.

Its mean that I care enough to fight for what we have,

and that I love enough not to let go.

Its means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you, constantly.

And hoping that you feel the same way for me.

I love you myMTAR...

P/S: When a girl didn't say a words. that's when she needs you the most