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AC110 4D


Someone upload this thingy last night. Jiwa kacau terus. Haihh =='
I'm not ready for this. that, this and that.
Mentally no, yet physically too.

Ape pon life goes on kan. nak taknak kite kena harunginya.
And kalau org lain boleh buat kenape tidak kau?
Goodluck to myself then!
I'm on it.
Dedicate this semester 4 for my family and my love one. hihi
I will fight, fight for them =')
Soon you'll be graduate baby. So berjuang utk itu okay!



Off.


P/S: Degree soon. better be ready too.



The End

End of semester break.
Goodbye bed.
Goodbye room -__-
Goodbye unlimited internet -_______________-
Goodbye all.
Don't miss me cause I don't wanna miss you all.

End of laziness
End of joyfulness
End of lepaking
End of everything that can make me happy.

Lepas ni kena rajin. Mengadap buku. Mengadap notes. Mengadap lecturerS. Mengadap laptop siapkan assignment. Mengadap paperwork. Mengadap slides utk presentation. Mengadap sem 4.
Tolong rajin sebab ni semester terakhir kau. please. Jgn rosakkan sem 4 mcm kau rosakkan sem 3.

Plus next year you'll be graduate dear. Enjoy the last sem of diploma!
Bye.
XOXO

*mood kurang baik TURN ON*


Salah

Terkejut.
Bile bangun pagi perasaan bercampur-campur.
Serius tak suke perasaan macam tu.
Letih lah dgn semua yang dah jadi.
Benda simple yg senang nk diselesaikan. Lagi nk besar2 buat ape.
Kadang-kadang tak faham kenape jadi mcm ni.
Cerite lame lagi nk ungkit. Yang sorang tanak mengaku.
Lagi sorang tak boleh terime hakikat. Setiap yang berlaku ade hikmahnye disebaliknyekan.
Dah tu yang tetap salahkan diri masing2 buat ape. tunding jari sume.
Mengaku salah je tak boleh ke? Yang pihak lg satu tu jgn lah nk kasi panas lg.
Mengaku dan tolong berubah boleh tak!

Serius penat tahu tak.
Orang lain pulak suruh jage, suruh tengokkan. Buat ape yang patut.
Tau tak perasaan die mcm mane bile bende tu jadi. Mampu diam dan menangis je.
Supposed tak payah nk masuk campur lah kan. Masalah orang. Tak layak pun.
Tau lah aku yang paling rapat tapi ape aku boleh buat?
Kau yg lg besar tu kau buat taktahu. Reti nk mengarah je tapi buat hampeh.
Sape lah nk dengar bdk setahun jagung ni cakap kan.
Tak boleh lah kan nk salahkan siape2. Dah besar pandailah nk handle sendiri.
Tak suke jadi mcm ni. kena dgr sume bende basi ni
Basi tahu! BASI dan BOSAN!

Tolonglah. Betulkan balik keadaan ni. Jgn nk bergantung harap sgt. Do something.
Jgn buat taktahu. At least admit setiap kesalahan tu dan cube nk berubah. Fikir lah org sekeliling tu jugak before ni buat decision ape sume. Jangan nk hambur tak tentu pasal je.

Yang lagi sorang, org tu yang dah buat kesalahan. Terime jelah. Bukan boleh putar balik kesalahan yg die buat. Manusia buat kesilapan kan. Dan kesilapan tu dah menyedarkan org tu. Bincang elok2 jgn nk rase diri sendiri betul.

Dan org lain. Kau tak rase ape yg aku rase. Kau takde kt tempat aku ni. Tolong diam dan jangan nk berlagak kau tahu sume bende. Kau reti nk membebel salahkn orang tu ini. Kau diam okay.
Diam je lebih bagus.


Penat dan letih dengan sume ni.
Sabar lah banyak2. Allah sentiase menguji umatNya kan.




Relationship

Why do you prefer long distance relationship?
Because they are stronger. They mean a lot more.
Well to me that is, I mean I think about it. Everyday every second.
Sure you don't get to hug the person, kiss the person, wake up next to the person but you get to talk to them, hear them.
Trust is the biggest thing in a relationship.
Trust is not easy to build but without confident and suspicious it will ruin the relationship at the end.
If you can trust someone who lives hundred miles away, then it makes the long distance become solid and firm.


Think about how amazing it's going to be when finally get to meet them.
And how perfect it's gonna be.
You fight less. You laugh more.
They are hard, they are harder than a lot of other things but they are worth it in the end.
Even though long distance is hard, to work it out need lots of strength, console, willingness, passion and the most important is trust and understanding.
Why let distance ruin your feelings to someone?
Feelings are feelings, love is love, that's not gonna change anything.
You may granted the happiness after you managed to overcome all the obstacles and hardness of being apart by thousand miles away.
If you believe in yourself, have trust and faith, then there is no problem because long distance is just a matter of a fact where you can resist it.
As long as they have each other and they meant for each other, that's make them stronger.


I believe that I am not regret of choosing this path at the first place, it allow us to learn many things throughout the hardship we confronted.
Overall I must say it is definitely true because it is beautiful after all.
So beautiful if you believe and love each other,
then you just feel so near to each other.
It's rare. And just don't give up easily.


Thought

You're not gonna promise to each other that you will not disappoint one another,
Because at some point you will.
What is important is you don't go away, you don't escape, you don't leave one another,
Just because you were disappointed.
That's the meaning of fidelity