Rumit.

Sepenuhnya aku..

Ingin memelukmu

Mendakap penuh harapan untuk mencintaimu

Setulusnya aku..

Akan terus menunggu

Menanti sebuah jawapan untuk memilikimu.

Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku.

Semoga kau tahu isi hatiku.

Dan seiring waktu yang terus berputar.

Aku masih hanyut dalam mimpiku..

You don't have to see the whole staircase,

But just take the first step,

That's the first step in FAITH

Priceless

At some point,

You will realize that you have done too much for someone.

Thats the only next possible step to do is to stop.

Leave them alone.

Just walk away.

It's not like you're giving up and shouldn't try.

It's just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation.

What is truly yours would eventually be yours.

And what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.

A person who truly loves you, is someone who sees the pain in your eyes, while everyone else believes in the smile on your face.

You've open up my heart, made me believe in love once again and but yet, I'm afraid to fall again because you'll not be there to catch me ='(

Find.

Find a guy.

Who will call you beautiful instead of hot.

Find a guy.

Who calls you back when you hang up on them

Find a guy.

Who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat =')

Find a guy.

Who will stay awake to watch you sleep

Find a guy.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you

Finally, find a guy.

The one who turns to his friends and says, "That's her."

Natijahnya, sila bermimpi disiang hari. HAHAHA

My cuti dah start. yeayy. HAPPY HOLSS =)

What makes a women

Antara ciri-ciri wanita yang cantik dalamannya =)

- Dia yang tersenyum saat tertekan

- Dia ketawa saat hati sedang menangis

- Dia tabah saat dihina

- Dia mengasihi tanpa balasan

- Dia melukis kekuatan melalui masalah

- Dia mempersona kerana memaafkan

Salam Perantauan

Puasa dah nak habis. Raya dah nk dekat

Tapi raya mcm tak raya je.

Di kesempatan ini (ececeh! haha)

Aku susun sepuluh jari. Memohon ampun dan maaf.

Jikalau ade kekasaran pernah aku buat. sengaja mahupun tak sengaja.

Maaf dipinta.

Doakan aku ye untuk Final Exam ni.

Selamat Hari Raya!

Okay. cuti dah start. Aku pon start dah tak sedar diri

Keje berlambak oi.

Awal gilaa kan aku buat ucapan raya. haha. Peduli apaa aku ;p

Rindu

I miss you.

Really really miss you.

I miss our time that we had before.

I miss us...

To be specific, I miss the old us

I miss all the things that we had gone through together.

8.06 pm. thanks for the missed call =')

Jangan Kau Pergi

Tak pernah kurasa begini
Kumenyintaimu sepenuh hatiku
Ternyata hanyalah dirimu
Yang mengerti aku sepenuh hatimu
Ku inginkan selalu terhentinya waktu
Supaya kita terus bersama
Jangan lah kau pergi tinggalkan diriku
Sendiri jauh darimu
Ku perlukan kamu inginmu selalu
Temani jalan hidupku
Ternyata hanyalah dirimu yang amat ku rindu
Kurindu selalu
Kuinginkan selalu terhentinya waktu
Supaya kita terus bersama

OST Nora Elena =)

Hurt

Terseksa sangat sangat sangat.

Pergilah jauh jauh perasaan macam ni. sangat tak suka ='(

Sumpah harini takde semangat tahu tak.

Mana pergi semangat aku yang sebelum-sebelum ni

Takkan macam tu je kau mudah mengalah.

Cepatnya kau give up.

Kau tahu benda ni perit.

Kau tahu kau tak mampu menanggungnya lagi.

Please semangatku, janganlah cepat mengalah macam ni.

Lemahnya kau.

Ingat balik apa yang pernah janji dengan mak abah.

Janji takkan macam ni dah. Janji yang nk buktikan dekat mereka yang aku boleh.

Aku ada satu permintaan dengan kau. Satu je aku mintak. Before ni aku tak pernah minta macam-macam dengan kau kan. Kau kenal aku kan.

Aku jenis bukan yang meminta-minta itu ini. I'm not.

Aku jenis yang independent and tak suka menyusahkan orang kan?

Satu je permintaan aku. Lepaskan aku please. Aku tak sanggup dah. Sumpah tak sanggup dah nk harunginya. Maaf ='(

If you truly love someone, then the only thing you want from them is to be happy... even if its not with you. Just let them happy.

Giving up doesn't mean you're a quitter, it just means whatever you're fighting for is no longer worth the fight.Never get too attached to anyone because attachments leads to expectations & expectations leads to disappointments.

You.

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do

I've been stressing to fall back in love with you

I'm so sorry that I can't follow through

But I can't go on this way

I've got stop it babe

You've been wonderful in all that you can be

But it's hurt when you say that you understand me

So believe me. I am sorry. I am sorry.

I wanted you to be there when I fall

I wanted you to see me through it all

I wanted you be the one I love

I wanted you, I wanted you

I wanted you to hold me in my sleep

I wanted you to show me what I need

I wanted you to know just how down deep

I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door

Trying to take us back where we were before

But I'm done I just can't do it anymore

Cause we can't be mended

So let's stop pretending now

We've been walking around in circle for some time

And I think we should head to the finish line

So believe me. I am sorry

I've got to pack up and leave but

I'll remember how we came close to be

And I wanted to be.

And its too late right now. at this point. fullstop.

Untitled.

Penat, letih, putus asa.

Aku bukan robot. aku bukan boneka kau

Aku tak suka dipaksa. didesak apetah lagi diarah itu ini.

Aku nak jadi diri aku. in my OWN way. not yours

Tahu tak tekanan tu macam mana? kau faham kan.

Satu-satu nya tempat lepas tekanan ni lah. alam maya

I'm not addicted to it. but it is the only way that I can release it.

Even mak abah aku tak pernah larang buat apa yang aku suka.

They know their own daughter better than you.

At least aku pandai jaga diri. Aku tahu cukup susah bagi kau kan.

Bukan aku tak mengerti situasi kau.

Kau terlalu memaksa. sangat. Aku tak tahan lagi dah

19. Aku rasa angka ni cukup banyak, cukup matang untuk tahu membeza baik dan buruk.

Cukup untuk tahu menjaga diri sendiri. The positive and negative.

Ini hidup aku.

Cukuplah dengan permainan kau.

Cukuplah dengan semuanya

Aku terlalu letih.

Aku mengalah.

Aku tak nak. Aku tak ingin teruskannya lagi.

P/S : Smile like you've never cried, fight like you've never lost, love like you've never been hurt and live like there's no tomorrow.

Menelaah

Aku rasa. minggu ni paling terbaikla busy dia. mengalahkan Perdana Menteri.

baru hari Isnin dan nak masuk hari Selasa. sudah terasa kehangatannya !

aku rase aku masih boleh Lepak Chill Rilex bro. tak sedar diri betul.

padahal keja berlambak. Pfffftt~

Tengok. sempat update blog lagi. Puii Puii.

You are wasting your precious time Solehah! Insaf please!

tapi setelah tahu hari Rabu ini cuti sempena Nuzul Al-Quran.

release sikit rasanya.

Woi sumpah tension tahap gaban punyalah !

16 August 2011. hari ini. saat ini aku tulis post ni. Aku ada 32 hari je

then Final Exam menanti untuk menghukum pesalahnya.

Berazam untuk Hibernate dari dunia-dunia hiburan ni. dari sekarang.

Macam boleh je. Harapan lah woi.

Short-listed playlist. Nak share sbb malam ni aku jiwang weh!

M2M - The Day You Went Away

KRU - Apa Saja

M2M again! - Prettaaaay Boy ;p

KRU and again - Sayang

N'Sync - I'll Drive Myself Crazy

Man Bai - Kau Ilhamku

Yellow Card - Only One.

Illa Sabri - Keranamu Kekasih.

Melda Ahmad - Chemistar eh silap! Chemistry aka Kimia =)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Gudnite peeps!

Heart Out

We are not perfect, any of us, we make mistakes, we screw up,

but then we forgive and forget and move forward.

Don't quit because something went wrong.

Quit because you tried your hardest and nothing made it better.

I want to be the girl that changed everything, the girl that made a difference and the girl that gave you a story to tell

I may not be the prettiest, smartest or strongest

But at least I am me, and don't pretend to be someone that I'm not meant to be

Lately me myself always speak to my own heart, don't be scared that you won't find anyone who will love you, because someday you will when the time is right.

Too young to think about the so called love-thingy.

Sometimes you have to forget about what you want and focus on what you deserve

Just because you apologized doesn't mean my heart is magically fixed.

Call the Mr-Fix-It for me. I've got some problem here.

P/S : Life is like a riding a bicycle, to keep yourself balance you have to keep moving. Believe in your dreams and they MAY come true, but believe in yourself and they WILL come true

Bintang Kehidupan

Jenuh aku mendengar manisnya kata cinta

Lebih baik sendiri

Bukannya sekali seringku mencuba

Namun ku gagal lagi

Mungkin nasib diri, suratan tanganku, harus tabah menjalani

Jauh sudah langkahku menyusuri hidupku yang penuh tanda tanya

Kadang hati bimbang menentukan sikapku

Tiada tempat mengadu

Hanya iman didada yang membuat ku mampu tabah untuk menjalani

Malam-malam aku sendiri, tanpa cintamu lagi

Hanya satu keyakinan ku

Bintangkan bersinar menerpa hidupku

Bahagia kan datang...

Fighting !

Usaha tangga kejayaan. Aku tersangat pegang dgn kata-kata tu.

Even mak aku pon suruh berusaha, belajar rerajin.

Ah bkn mak aku sorang je bebel mcm tu. Mak semua orang pon kan.

Dan hari ini telah menampakkan hasilnya.

Tak sia-sia aku stay up hampir setiap malam mengadap bende alah tu.

hihi. GOOD ATTEMPT untuk essay LAW240 aku. Fuh Fuh. kau ingat senang ke?

2 bijik essay pulak tu. Yemme~

Thankyou Mdm Nazida =)

Kata-kata basuhan mu itu sangat meresap dalam hati

Everyday is a new beginning. Treat it that way.

Stay away from what might have been, and look at what can be.

Never be ashamed of what you feel, you have the right to feel emotion that you want, and to do what makes you happy.

You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things that you do not want to feel

And thanks to Allah for answering my doa. Amin.

Belajar untuk menghargai

Sometimes there is no next time, no time-outs, no second chances, sometimes it's now or never.

I can't tell how many times you promised things would be different.

But now, I promise I'm never coming back.

Love doesn't always have a happy ending.

Just because you love someone so much, doesn't mean they are the right one for you.

Six letter, two words, easy to say, hard to explain, harder to do : MOVE ON

Learn to appreciate what you have before time makes you appreciate what you had.

P/S ; I don't love you anymore

Past.

Dear past. thanks for all the lessons.

Never regret it when its happen to us.

Even bad situation has a positive.

It may be hard for a while, but eventually you're going to find the good.

Enjoy the little things in life because one day you will look back,

and realize they were the big things.

Just remember one thing ; Everything happens for a reason.

Life puts you down, so only YOU can get back up for the better things

While you can't go back and make a brand new start,

you can start from now and make a brand new end

Live life, Forgive & Forget

P/S: spirit for myself =')

Rebuild

My life need some changes.

Its time to rebuild my life.

Hope it would last

To my Greatest Creator. do help me please. Amin.

Secrets

From all the truth that I've said

Come by it honestly I swear

Thought you saw me wink, no

I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear

Something that will light those ears

Sick of all insincere

I'm gonna give all my secrets away