Two years ago.
I've falling.
Falling for a person I never thought I'd fall for.

My heart tells me that,
And my eyes have stopped searching.
Because I can honestly says that
My heart has finally found exactly what its been looking for.

I love you. 
Not only for what you are but for what I am, when I'm with you sayang.
I love you, not for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making me.

I love you for the part of me that you bring out.
I love you for putting your hand and fit my palm, into my heart, 
and passing over all the foolish weak things.

I love you because you have done more than anything could have done.
To make me good and to make me happy.
You have done it.
Without a touch.
Without a word.
Without a sign.
You have done it.

Its amazing when someone comes to my life and I expect nothing out of it
But suddenly there right in front of you is everything that I ever need.
The best kind of love is with the most unexpected person at most unexpected time.
And I found you, the person I don't expect I will fall in love with, at the unexpected time.

Thank you sayang. 
Thank you because because you don't fall in love the way I look 
But thank you for fall in love with my body, the way it widen quite alot around my hips
and how I will never get perfect figure. 
Fall in love with my impatience, my jealous mood, and how sometimes I act like a child.
Fall in love with my scars, my marks and all the thing that makes me far less perfect to you.
Fall in love with every part of me, good and bad
And especially with all that I consider flaws.
Thank you because you fall in love with me as I am. 

Happy two years of our relationship sayang.
and I am counting for more. 
I love you Muhamad Taufik with all my heart and my soul.


Lately banyak sangat fikir macam-macam
Women with their insecurities.
Its killing me okay.

Dengan studynya, test, assignment, presentation bagai.
Tak boleh nk stop fikir.
Penat. Lelah.
That's Solehah. Complicated sangat.

Entah lah. Terlalu percaya dengan instinct sendiri
Six sense lah apa lah.
Lepas tu menyesakkan diri sendiri
Rasa nk mati. Hai semua bende nk rasa ada.
Susah sangat kan nk percaya orang.
Yes takut dengan pengalaman dulu.
Twice. and taknak untuk kali ketiga.
Cukup. Sakit. Pedih sangat.
Kalau kali ni tersungkur, taktahu lagi bila akan aku bangun.
Mungkin takkan bangun sampai bila-bila


Forever it will..

If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today.
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours.
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call.
If you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all.

If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am.
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance maim my life?

I don't know why you're so far away. But I know that this much is true.
I never know what the future brings. But I know you're here with me now.
We'll make it through and I hope you are the one I share my life with.
And I wish that you could be the one I die with.
And I pray that you're the one I build my home with.
I love you all my life and forever it will sayang.

Cause I miss you and it takes my breath away.
And I breath you into my heart. I pray for the strength to stand today.
Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right.
And though I can't be with you tonight.
And though my heart is by your side.

When I first met you a year back then.
I fell in love with you so fast, I knew right then.
You are the one and only one for me.
I'd never have to look for love again.
You show me what real love is all about,
You fill my life with pleasure, and everything sayang.
As time goes by, our love grows stronger still.

How true my feelings were, I found out to be the best thing in my life was when you come into my life. Its been a year we shared our love and I know one thing for sure.
Its you.
The love that you shared a year ago.
It still as strong today as it was .

And when you look ahead to the future or look back at how things used to be,
Don't forget to look beside you, because that's where you'll find me,
Loving you with all my heart.

Another year to create.
Precious memories together.
Another year to discover .
Another year to strengthen our relationship.

Happy 1st Anniversary Muhamad Taufik.
I love you and only you. each and everyday.
And we have another 20000 days to be together with.
Terima kasih mytaufik sayang :')

Nursolehah :)


I miss you. Seriously. I do.

Buat aku tersenyum

Datanglah sayang, dan biarkan ku berbaring Di pelukanmu, walau untuk sejenak Usaplah dahiku, dan ‘kan ku katakan semua [Reff:] Bila ku lelah tetaplah disini, jangan tinggalkan aku sendiri Bila ku marah, biarkan ku bersandar, jangan kau pergi untuk menghindar Rasakan resahku, dan buat aku tersenyum Dengan canda tawamu, walaupun ‘tuk sekejap Kerna hanya engkaulah, yang sanggup redakan aku Kerna engkaulah satu-satunya untukku, dan pastikan kita selalu bersama Kerna dirimulah yang sanggup mengerti aku, dalam susah ataupun senang Dapatkah engkau selalu menjaga ku Dan mampukah engkau mempertahankanku