terindah

Semenjak kau hadir dalam hidupku
Tiada lagi keresahan
Kau mengetuk pintu hatiku
Tanpa sedar hingga ku izinkan
Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia hingga aku terasa indah

Maaf jika ku tidak sempurna
Tika bahagia mulai menjelma
Bila keyakinan datang
Merasa kasih disalut dengan kejujuran
Mencintai dirimu
Merindui dirimu
Memiliki dirimu hingga akhir hayat bersama kamu.

Kau yang bernama cinta.
Buatku terasa indah
Terima kasih mysayang Muhamad Taufik Abd Rahim :)

Sayang...

Love begins in a moment, grows over time, and lasts for eternity.


Thank you sayang.
Thank you for hearing my thoughts, understanding my dreams and being my best friend.
Thank you for filling my life with joy and loving me without end...
I do sayang. I do love you. I do cherish your present here with me.
Knowing you will be with me in all my tomorrows, makes my day become so wonderful.
A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and me together forever,
and never apart, maybe in distance, but never in heart kan sayang :)


We were given: Two hands to hold. Two legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen.
But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find the other half
At last I found you mysayang.
You are my sunshine.
When it rains, you don't see the sun, but it's there. Hope we can be like that.
We don't always see each other, but we will always be there for one another.


To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
You meant everything for me sayang.
You are my world now.
Happy 5th months annyversary sayang :)
I love you so much Muhamad Taufik bin Abd Rahim.

Not

AC110 4D


Someone upload this thingy last night. Jiwa kacau terus. Haihh =='
I'm not ready for this. that, this and that.
Mentally no, yet physically too.

Ape pon life goes on kan. nak taknak kite kena harunginya.
And kalau org lain boleh buat kenape tidak kau?
Goodluck to myself then!
I'm on it.
Dedicate this semester 4 for my family and my love one. hihi
I will fight, fight for them =')
Soon you'll be graduate baby. So berjuang utk itu okay!



Off.


P/S: Degree soon. better be ready too.



The End

End of semester break.
Goodbye bed.
Goodbye room -__-
Goodbye unlimited internet -_______________-
Goodbye all.
Don't miss me cause I don't wanna miss you all.

End of laziness
End of joyfulness
End of lepaking
End of everything that can make me happy.

Lepas ni kena rajin. Mengadap buku. Mengadap notes. Mengadap lecturerS. Mengadap laptop siapkan assignment. Mengadap paperwork. Mengadap slides utk presentation. Mengadap sem 4.
Tolong rajin sebab ni semester terakhir kau. please. Jgn rosakkan sem 4 mcm kau rosakkan sem 3.

Plus next year you'll be graduate dear. Enjoy the last sem of diploma!
Bye.
XOXO

*mood kurang baik TURN ON*


Salah

Terkejut.
Bile bangun pagi perasaan bercampur-campur.
Serius tak suke perasaan macam tu.
Letih lah dgn semua yang dah jadi.
Benda simple yg senang nk diselesaikan. Lagi nk besar2 buat ape.
Kadang-kadang tak faham kenape jadi mcm ni.
Cerite lame lagi nk ungkit. Yang sorang tanak mengaku.
Lagi sorang tak boleh terime hakikat. Setiap yang berlaku ade hikmahnye disebaliknyekan.
Dah tu yang tetap salahkan diri masing2 buat ape. tunding jari sume.
Mengaku salah je tak boleh ke? Yang pihak lg satu tu jgn lah nk kasi panas lg.
Mengaku dan tolong berubah boleh tak!

Serius penat tahu tak.
Orang lain pulak suruh jage, suruh tengokkan. Buat ape yang patut.
Tau tak perasaan die mcm mane bile bende tu jadi. Mampu diam dan menangis je.
Supposed tak payah nk masuk campur lah kan. Masalah orang. Tak layak pun.
Tau lah aku yang paling rapat tapi ape aku boleh buat?
Kau yg lg besar tu kau buat taktahu. Reti nk mengarah je tapi buat hampeh.
Sape lah nk dengar bdk setahun jagung ni cakap kan.
Tak boleh lah kan nk salahkan siape2. Dah besar pandailah nk handle sendiri.
Tak suke jadi mcm ni. kena dgr sume bende basi ni
Basi tahu! BASI dan BOSAN!

Tolonglah. Betulkan balik keadaan ni. Jgn nk bergantung harap sgt. Do something.
Jgn buat taktahu. At least admit setiap kesalahan tu dan cube nk berubah. Fikir lah org sekeliling tu jugak before ni buat decision ape sume. Jangan nk hambur tak tentu pasal je.

Yang lagi sorang, org tu yang dah buat kesalahan. Terime jelah. Bukan boleh putar balik kesalahan yg die buat. Manusia buat kesilapan kan. Dan kesilapan tu dah menyedarkan org tu. Bincang elok2 jgn nk rase diri sendiri betul.

Dan org lain. Kau tak rase ape yg aku rase. Kau takde kt tempat aku ni. Tolong diam dan jangan nk berlagak kau tahu sume bende. Kau reti nk membebel salahkn orang tu ini. Kau diam okay.
Diam je lebih bagus.


Penat dan letih dengan sume ni.
Sabar lah banyak2. Allah sentiase menguji umatNya kan.




Relationship

Why do you prefer long distance relationship?
Because they are stronger. They mean a lot more.
Well to me that is, I mean I think about it. Everyday every second.
Sure you don't get to hug the person, kiss the person, wake up next to the person but you get to talk to them, hear them.
Trust is the biggest thing in a relationship.
Trust is not easy to build but without confident and suspicious it will ruin the relationship at the end.
If you can trust someone who lives hundred miles away, then it makes the long distance become solid and firm.


Think about how amazing it's going to be when finally get to meet them.
And how perfect it's gonna be.
You fight less. You laugh more.
They are hard, they are harder than a lot of other things but they are worth it in the end.
Even though long distance is hard, to work it out need lots of strength, console, willingness, passion and the most important is trust and understanding.
Why let distance ruin your feelings to someone?
Feelings are feelings, love is love, that's not gonna change anything.
You may granted the happiness after you managed to overcome all the obstacles and hardness of being apart by thousand miles away.
If you believe in yourself, have trust and faith, then there is no problem because long distance is just a matter of a fact where you can resist it.
As long as they have each other and they meant for each other, that's make them stronger.


I believe that I am not regret of choosing this path at the first place, it allow us to learn many things throughout the hardship we confronted.
Overall I must say it is definitely true because it is beautiful after all.
So beautiful if you believe and love each other,
then you just feel so near to each other.
It's rare. And just don't give up easily.


Thought

You're not gonna promise to each other that you will not disappoint one another,
Because at some point you will.
What is important is you don't go away, you don't escape, you don't leave one another,
Just because you were disappointed.
That's the meaning of fidelity


Tag

Okay dah lame tak main bende alah ni. Zaman tok Adam dulu main lah.
Then kalau tak kena tag dgn org lain. start touching2. sgt tak matang~
Malas sbnrnye nak buat tp sebab kawan tercinta yang lagi gedik mengada2 si Rad ni.
Aku ikutkan jugaklah. Kang tak buat berguling2 dekat jalan tu sapa nk tanggung =p


First: The Rules.
1.You must post these rules
2. Each person must post 11 thing about themselves in their journal.
3.Answer the question the tagger set for you in their post. and create 11 new question for the people you tagged to answer
4.You have to choose 11 people to tag and link them on the post.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged HIM/HER.
6. No tag back!
7. No stuff in the tagging section about 'YOU ARE TAGGED IF YOU ARE READING THIS'YOU LEGITIMATELY (a.k.a REALLY,TRUST,WILL ALL HONESTLY) have tagged 11 people.

About me
1. Cho.
2. Comel sgt.
3. Belum matang.
4. 19 going on 20 real sooooooooon bebeh
5. Malas
6. Garang
7. Suke tido
8. Ade lesung pipit. kau ade? =p
9. aaaaaaaa
10. Nak cukupkan 10.
11. Yeay dah 11!


soalan Rad gedik bagi:
1. hobi kamu.
Tido, tido dan tido. aaaa dan tido lg. oh yang lain eh? tido jugak

2. ade x yang dah mencuri hati kamu?
hehe. anda tahu anda sape lah kan myMTAR~ wee

3. masakan sape jadi pilihan hati?
mak saya dan my mother in law to-be *berangan*

4. impian kamu?
mengejar impian yang diimpikan. tulah impian die.

5. sebab anda memilih jurusan pengajian kamu sekarang?
because I think I'm good at it?

6. pengalaman yang tidak disangka berlaku dalam hidup kamu?
berjumpe lipas dlm jamban di saat-saat genting.

7. air minuman kegemaran?
S-I-R-A-P

8. hadiah hari jadi yang diidamkan?
anything that can be kept =)

9. jangka kawin umur berapa?
22-23. HAHA *reminder for myMTAR* =p

10. bila balik rumah..ape perkara pertama yang korang buat?
bukak pintu. acane nk masuk rumah -____-

11. pesanan untuk saya?
To my beloved classmate yg mengade, Radziah. I love you so much. Mucho mucho masss you know =) Maaf selame ni terkasar bahase terkurang lawak terlebih bad mood tertambah perencah sarcasm hihi. Well biaselah macam tak kenal aku kan hee good luck in your life my dear and kau tau aku sayang kau sgt sgt and kau tau ape yang kau patut buat kan. anything I'm here for you. Always and forever. Please jgn malas mcm aku ni. Aku tau kau byk terpengaruh dgn aku haha. Dulu kencang buat sume tutorial Akaun, aku yg jadi peniru setia pagi2 buta dalam kelas Akaun *dasar pemalas* Maafkanlah kwnmu yg pemalas ni. So saya akhiri ucapan sepatah dua kata ini dgn memberitahu Solehah sgt comel. Sekian.


oh malas nk tag sapa2. Kbai.


Alhamdulillah.

I don't blame anyone.
I know this is all on my own.

But I'm very sureeeeeeee its all from you.
Thank you for ruined my 3rd semester to Mr You-Know-Who-You-Are

Terime kasih atas segala permainan kau.
Permainan bodoh aku rase.
Banyak sgt aku lalui sepanjang sem ni.
Memang sumpah aku takkan baik dengan orang macam kau lagi.
Aku jahat sangat ke sampai kau buat aku macam ni.
Thank you sbb tunjukkan diri aku yang sebenar.
I'll try to change instead.
Semua yang berlaku ade hikmahnya.
Dan hikmah dia, faham2 sendiri lah kan.
Alhamdulillah. Syukur padaMu Ya Allah. =')


Eh macam aku menyalahkan org kan? Tak. Aku sedang berterima kasih ni weee~

titled

I love you.

I love your mind.

I love your heart.

I love the our picture of being together in the future.

I hate the thought that we're not being together.

I just love you.

Muchmuchlove

I no longer believed in the idea of soul mates,
Or love at first sight.
But I was beginning to believe that a very few times in our life,
If you were lucky, you might meet someone that who was exactly right for you.
Not because he was perfect or because you were.
But because your combined flaws were arranged in a way that allowed two separate being to hinge together.
I found him and I finally understand what true love meant.
Love meant that you cared for another person's happiness more than your own.
I know we're too young and it is still early to say this.
But I do hope that you're the one for me.
You are my everything.
I only said it cause I mean it.
I only mean cause it's true.
So don't you doubt of what I've been dreaming.
I think I love you a little bit more every day.

I Love You means that I can accept the person that you are.
And that I do not wish to change you into someone else.
Its mean that I do not expect perfection from you.
Just as you do not expect it from me either.
Its mean that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times.
Its mean loving you when you're in bad mood,
or too tired to do things that I want to do.
Its mean loving you when you're down, not just when you're fun to be with.

I Love You means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them.
Asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine.
Its mean that I care enough to fight for what we have,
and that I love enough not to let go.
Its means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you, constantly.
And hoping that you feel the same way for me.

I love you myMTAR...








P/S: When a girl didn't say a words. that's when she needs you the most

Forever in my life

The way you're part of me, I would have to re-learn everything.
If you were to leave, so fast you make me fall like I was autumn leaves.
And honestly there's a perfect explanation
Why you feel so good to say that you're my love.

My love,
I'll give you all my love if you don't change a thing about the way you hold me every night.
So right, I wanna a man like you forever in my life.
Put my love inside a jar, turn the lid and set me free
I love everything that you are.
Has a million other reasons but lets not go to far.
Stay close to my heart.
When I think about the future, I am right there where you are.
Cause you are my love.

I know that you would never leave me hanging, hanging out to dry in the wind
I know that we haven't seen the worst of it.
But when we do, I promise you.
Promise that we'll stick it out together.




wordless


right now. 10:07 pm. 24/10/2011
terima kasih.

Girl

I'm a girl.
With a soft heart.
Fragile heart. Once broken considered forever will be broken.
I'm an understanding person. Really am.
Nothing to be proud of that. Am not an arrogant of what I have.
But that's the truth. Too good to be truth.

But there's something that you and everyone out there need to know about me.
Every people have their own limit.

Yes. Sume orang ade limit dia.
Limit bile kite terlalu mengalah, kite terlalu bagi muka, kite terlalu mempercayainya,
kite terlalu rase dia tu semuanya untuk kite sampai tidak memikirkan keadaan sendiri.
Bila sampai limit tu, percaya lah, orang tu takkan sesekali ingat kenangan, memori atau ape pun yang pernah berlaku, pernah lalui bersama dan sumenyelah.
Pujuklah macam mane pun. Bincang macam mane pun.
Takkan mengubah keputusan tu. Sebab bila someone dah sangat sangat cukup terluka.
Dia tak mampu nak terima sesape pun even dia masih ade perasaan yang satu itu.
Been there done that.
Experienced it twice.

Blush

Malu weh!
Malu gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa wa cakap aaa.
Tu lah habit kau kan. bangun pagi kalau ade org call.
Tak tgk sape call. Main angkat je. Kan dah maluuu. Padan mukaa kau!

BHAHAHAHA.


Sekolah

Malam tadi terbukak cite pasal sekolah buat aku rindu dan teringat kenangan lame.
Kenangan jadi budak jahat! haha
Masuk je TTJ. Serius tak sangke jadi macam tu.
First time msuk hostel kan.
Jauh dari family. No more mak jadi cikgu dalam sekolah yang same.
B-E-B-A-S. hahaha

Nak ckp ponteng kelas tu. Selalu je buat. Lari dari spot check.
Bawak benda haram mcm handphone, mp3, speaker, ape sume tu lali dah.
Ponteng assembly lg.
Oh fly lagi. haha tp tu malu lah. sbb kantoi =p
Orang ckp kalau dulu fly dr sekolah then kantoi dgn warden membawa maksud kau budak baik.
Kau tak layak nk fly2 ni so ddukla kt sekolah diam2 takpayah nk buat jahat. Haha
Melawan senior tak payah cakap lah. Selamba pakai selipar pegi prep. Tak pegi riadah ptg2. Ponteng prep petang. Kat hostel buat jahat kena denda cuci toilet.
Malam2 main laser dgn Aspura sekolah sebelah.
Buat bising sampai pukul 3-4 pagi dalam bilik iron sbb nak charge phone.
Conteng dinding, lantai dorm, oh bilik iron pon conteng. Gile Glam. HAHA.
Oh semmm rindu time Form 4!
Buat jahat sume time Form 4. Form 5 baik sikit, nk SPM lah kan =p

Aku buat jahat2 pon. Aku still hormat orang lain.
Hormat cikgu sbb tu paling penting!
Tak berkat beb ilmu mcm tu.
Tapi sorang cikgu ni lah. Sorry tak boleh nk hormatmu Miss Y**.
Ohh ku kenang mu dalam doaku sampai bila2 aku ckp.
Mase kelas dia aku dgr lagu. Aku tido, selamba badak minum air dalam kelas even dia tak suka, pegi jgk toilet walaupun dia tak bagi.
And end up dr sume tu aku kena berdiri dlm kelas dia smpai habis waktu.
Tiap2 hari yang ade kelas dia. Mmg muka aku je yang berdiri =p
HAHA. Entahlah dia tu. Cerewet sgt, tak faham aku.
Sume bdk Akaun mmg anti gila lah dgn die.
Paling tak tahan lah kan. Panggil aku Solehan what the fuuufuuu.
Tahulah org cina tak reti2 sebut nama2 mcm tu kan.
Pastu aku selalu kena bahan dgn classmate.
Benci tauu! Haha.



But now sume bende tu seronok utk ingat balik.
Best sgt. Oh rindu nye bdk 4P2 n 5P2! Dormmates lagi!
How time flies so fast now masing2 ade hidup sendiri kan. Rindu sangat zaman sekolah!



IGNORE MUKA-BURUK-TIME- NI. AHAHA


Oh except psl coup2 tu paling tak indah untuk diingat!
KBAI.


Sebak.

Tengahari tadi. saje2 melawat group kelas dekat fb
Mane tahu kan ade ape2 announcement ke something ke.
And yes ade.
Announcement yang berupa list subjects untuk next sem.
Serius aku kate aku sebak.
Sangat sangat sebak.
Sebab macam tak ready untuk sem seterusnya.
Serius pressure sangat sebenarnye hari ni
Tu aku tak melayan lgsg cite One Tree Hill yang aku nak habiskan time cuti ni.
Dan aku cube buat benda lain untuk menggembirakan hati aku. Menceriakan hati
Usya Youtube, tgk online blog shopping.
Tgk tutorial photoshop, godek2 saje2 try buat.
Tapi hampaa
Suma tak jadi~ Suma tak boleh buat. Ade je tak kena *TENSION*

-______________________________-

This is what I feel right now.
Gile semak otak skrg. Sem 3 dah cukup huru hara untuk aku.
Sem 4 banyak sangat subjek.
Lapan weh! Lapan okayyyyyyyyyyy! Sangat tak mampu ='(
Ade FAR 250 FAR 360. Dua2 code ni new things kena belajar.
No more basic untuk form 4 and form 5.
MAF 320, code untuk Costing. Ahhh aku benci Costing dari Sem 2 lagi.
BEL 312 BEL 313 banyak presentation mcm senior2 ni cakap.
Aku tak bagus time speaking.
Gagap. Nervous. Gabra ah sumalahhhh!
Ade LAW 346 lagi. Law untuk partnership and company law. Penat lah nk ingat section2 cases2 suma. Tak sanggup.

ENT 300 pasal entrepreneur plak. Dengar cite kena buat business plan.
Create company sendiri dari produk yg kita pilih. Buat kira-kira budget untuk company tu suma.
Woi time form 5 aku dah buat dah benda tu.
Time tu panggil Rancangan Perniagaan lah kan.
Aku ingat lagi mase Miss Yeo (cikgu aku) panggil nama aku dalam kelas.
Marah2 aku depan sume classmate aku and campak tanpe ade belas kasihan project aku tu dekat lantai.
Terasa macam sampah ape yang aku buat.
Sebak dia tak payah cakap lah.
Susah payah aku buat benda tu siang malam untuk SPM mase tu.
And now kene buat lagi. Tak sanggup weh!

Paling aku gerun next sem belajar TAX 320 which is taxation. OH MY.
The worst nightmare dah datang!
Fuhh aku dah rasekan tension dia sekarang.

Supposed tak perlu kot cakap psl subjects untuk next sem.
Skrg kan time cuti tapi can't help it lah.
Tau skrg time cuti tapi tak boleh stop fikir pasal hari2 akan datang yang kena aku tempuh.
Sepatutnye aku enjoy cuti tak payah nk fikir sgt bende2 ni.
When the time comes, which is one month from now, fight and struggle for it!
Tapi..........
Oh tak bolehhh. kena fikir jugak.

Plus ade 2 intersesi lepas habis sem 4. Memang tak rehat lah kannnn.
Intersesi 1 dalam sebulan belajar 2 subjek. FAR 400 and MAF 370.
DALAM SEBULAN okay! Bukan lama macam cycle untuk satu sem!
Intersesi 2 plak TAX 420 dengan AUD 360! Audit okay. A-U-D-I-T!
Eja betul2 sebut betul2.
Yuran - buku - kolej - kuliah - exam.
Suma bende kene fikir.
Mati oi!
KBAI.






Bak kate housemate aku. Mari korek kubur awal2.
*okay jom*

This is it

So I met this guy.
First impression tak tau nak cakap ape. Really really sweet.
Sangat okay.
So we are once a friend. and forever it will be =)
We both share and face the same problem which is you-know-what-it-is-lah-kan.
Serius permulaan sumenye okay. but when its getting deeper when knowing someone.
Macam2 timbul. Everything is being revealed.
Biaselah kan setiap hakikat perit untuk kite telan.
Time goes on so benda tu selesai dengan sendirinye.
Thankyou sangat sangat....

And now I'm speechless.
Day by day knowing him.
Turn me on, driving me crazy.
Minat benda same. Argue with different things.
Yea it bonding us tightly =)
Dulu aku selalu fikir, bila org tu ade minat yang same mesti that relationship bosan sgt.
Yelah share bende mestilah akan buat bende tu same2 kan.
Tapi salah kot benda tu bile kita dah lalui benda tu sendiri
I know you felt the same thing jgk kan.

Harini bila scroll balik history conversation dekat YM tu.
Banyak menyedarkan aku kepada semua benda.
Sangat banyak.
Buat aku tersenyum sendiri
Buat aku menangis dengan tiba-tiba.
Buat aku mengenang balik semua bende.
Tapi past is past kan.
Buat ape nak menyesal dengan ape yang dah berlaku.
Live life to the fullest with no regrets! Aku pegang kate2 ni.







Great!

"What goes around comes around
Just wait for it to happen :)
Oh and a bustard like you deserve a bitch like her.
Perfect match."


And I love those words. Thankyou sbb susah payah tulis macam tu.
One word. WHATEVER.
Like I care what did you say dear bitchy. Have a nice day!

No matter what happen.
I'll be ready.
For anything.
For everything.
To take on LIFE.
To take on LOVE.
To take on POSSIBILITY.
and RESPONSIBILITY.

Dunno.

To be honest with you
I don't have the words to make you to feel better.
But I do have arms to give you a hug.
Ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about.
And I have a heart, a heart that's aching to see you smile again.

All I want is someone who will stay.
No matter how hard is to be with me.








P/S: Isn't it amazing how a person who was once a stranger, suddenly meant the world to you?

Diff

Difference between mind and heart.
Your mind tells you what the smart thing to do.
Your heart tells you what you're gonna do anyway.

Things will get worse before they get better.
But when they do just remember who put you down and you helped you up.
Sometime you have to stand alone.
Just to make sure you still can.

I've gotten used to hide my emotions from people. Pretending that nothing is wrong is much easier that admitting that I'm drowning inside. But when I'm sitting alone in the room, everything is silent, I realize I don't know how to be myself any more.
And I don't give up easily.
I fight for what I want.
It take a lot for me to actually give up on something or someone.
I can't just throw away all the hard work and time I put into it.
I can't just give up because times are hard, especially if that person means so much to me.
I keep fighting for what I want until I can't fight it anymore.
Until the giving up is the last option left.

But I always have this fear.
That one day you are going to discover that I'm not as great as you once thought I was.
And I'm afraid that...
If you see me all the time, you'll get sick of me.
If you talk to me all the time, you'll run out of things to say.
If we do the same thing all the time, you'll get bored of us.
If I'm too nice to you, you'll take advantage of me.
If I'm too mean with you, you'll drift me away.
If someone else get your attention, you'll ignore me.
If you meet someone new, you'll leave me ='(

But it always be you that I want at the end of each day....

Unwritten

Banyak sangat nk luah.
Banyak sangat nk cakap.
Tapi tak terluah..
Tapi tak tertulis..
Bila jadi macam ni. taktau nak percaya siapa.
Nak letak kepercayaan 100% tu dekat pihak mana.
Mmg perit untuk kita terima sesebuah hakikat tu kadang-kadang.
Tapi masa boleh ubat kita. masa boleh sembuhkan segalanya.
Cuma mampu ke tak kita untuk jadi kuat terima semua hakikat tu

Dan aku dah jumpa seseorang yang sangat kuat. sangat tabah hadapi semua tu.
Serius kalau aku, aku takkan sekuat tu.
The way she treat that situation happened in her life so.... *speechless*
Serius respect sangat.
Sangat sangat sangat!
Dan sampai sekarang aku ingat pesan dia..
"To whom you should turn into when you feel down. The Almighty Allah. Allahuakbar."

Dan pesan aku pulak. jangan bila sedih baru kita cari Dia. Bila senang kita lupa Dia.
Sangat tak patut.
Mengadu dekat Dia. InsyaAllah sbb Dia Maha Mendengar.






p/s: lega bila post benda ni.kata2 motivasi utk diri sndri sbnrnye

Lega

Ahh. satu perasan lega sgt sgt sgt.
Rase relief gile lepas habis paper Law yang menyeksakan tu
Dan skrg tgl satu paper je. One more to go.
And dah start mls dah. hahaha
Tak sabar nk cuti.
Wee~

Court

Okay. sebelum pegi PTAR, wa nk cite pasal hierarchy court of Malaysia and its establishment and its composition jgk.
saje nk merepek. sbb nk kasi igt.

hafal jawapan utk esk. haha. HARDCORE kot.

sekali tak keluar. padan muke kau Solehah!



First thing first:



The roles of court is Malaysia is more concerned with the administration of the law. The court have civil and criminal jurisdiction in Msia which are consist of superior court and subordinate court. Superior court consists of Federal court which is the highest court in Msia, followed by the second highest of court, Court of Appeal and the lowest level in superior court is High court while subordinate or inferior court constitutes Session court, Magistrate court and Penghulu court. The subordinate court decision are bounded by the decision of superior court while some of the court are bound by their own decision.



The Federal court is the highest court in the superior court in Malaysia. Federal court consist of Chief Justice, the President of Court of Appeal, Chief Judge of Malaya and Chief Judge of Sabah and Sarawak and six Federal court judges which the minimum numbers of judges are 3 and the maximum number are 11. The number of the judges sitting in Federal court must be an odd number.



The second highest court in Msia and in the superior court is Court of Appeal which constitutes the President of Court of Appeal and up to 10 Court of Appeals' judges. The minimum number of the judge in Court of Appeal is 3.



The lowest court in the superior court is High court. This third highest court in Msia consist of two Chief Judges, one in Peninsular Msia and one in Sabah and Sarawak and the minimum number of judge sitting in High court is 1.



The next court after High court is Session court. Session court is the highest court in the subordinate court or inferior court. Session court is under the charge of the session court judge and the minimum number of judge is 1.



The second level court in subordinate court is Magistrate court. Magistrate court deals with minor civil and criminal cases. The court is presided over by a magistrate and the minimum number of judge is also 1.



Lastly the Penghulu's court is the lowest level of subordinate courts in Peninsular Malaysia. It is presided over by a penghulu or headman appointed by the State Goverment for a mukim.







*the end*



baiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

Random

When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you,
Not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you.
It makes me forget the distance and capture you.
Nothing travels more swiftly in my mind other than those moments I share with you in my life.
Maybe you remember it or not, it will be with me in my heart and soul.
The days goes by but the feelings stand still.
Eight letters. Three words. One regret. I miss you.
I miss you a little, I guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day. I miss you a lot. I miss everything about you.
Missing you gives me thousands of reasons to cry, but knowing you gives me thousands of reasons to smile.
It's YOU. You mean everything to me.
You are the first thought in my head in the morning when I wake up; my last thought before I go to bed.
You smile in my dream and when you smile, I feel incredible, like there is no other things around
And all I can see is you.
Thank you, MTAR
=)








P/S: To think of the future, means to forgot about the past.
But if the past is all you think about, then you will have no future so
Be the positive thinker who sees the invisible, feel the intangible, and achieves the impossible.
Just remember, nothing that worthwhile is ever easy.


Seminggu

This whole week.
Tak menentu sangat perasan dan segalanye lah.
Start dengan hari ahad.
Paper Financial Accounting aku hancur =(
Tersangat sedih sebab minat aku mendalam gila dekat akaun.
Since form 4 and form 5 mase baru tu realize aku sebenarnye aku sesuai dgn akaun.
Tu pon abah yang suruh. Amik la akaun. Belajar elok2.
Minat boleh ditanam. Macam tu laa abah cakap.
At first mmg aku tak tau ape. Zero basic psl akaun.
Tak terlintas pon nk amik akaun sbb mak prefer aku amik pure sains.
Aku pon mase tu tak memilih sangat.
Ape yang ade terbentang depan aku. Aku ikut dan lalui.
And now aku percaya. This is it. This is my fate.
This is my periuk nasi oneday nnt. HAHA.
Tapi bila dah jadi macam ni. Serius sikit kecewa.
Like lecturer pon cakap paper Financial Accounting kali ni susah gila.
Aku redha dan tawakal je dengan ape yang aku jawab haritu.

Hari rabu pulak paper Marketing. Multiple choice Q's dia macam haram ok.
Belit-belit. Kenape lah tak bagi semua essay je. Aku prefer essay sbb kita boleh express our points much much better than bulat-bulat jawapan yang byk persamaan dan mengelirukan itu.
And lecturer pon boleh kasi markah kesian. (THE TRUTH OKAY).
Half marks pon kira markah jugak kan. Sapa nak bagi.
Kalau MCQ tu dah salah. mmg salah laa. no more kesian2 kannn. takde half2 marks.
Ahh paper Marketing pon tersangat lah pasrah nye pun.
Aku benci pasal Product Life Cycle.
Introductory stage, growth stage, maturity stage, decline stage. Pfffffttttttt~~

Dan tadi paper Costing System and Planning.
Bolehlaaa. Setimpal la dengan apa yang aku usahakan selame satu hari saje untuk cover 4 chapter yang ade anak yang sangat banyak tu.
Puas hati lah jugak.
And now nak concentrate dekat paper Law and Accounting System dan MUET Speaking test.
Hope aku dapat buat semua ni. Laluinya dengan tabah!
Sangat positif sekarang kan. Big clap for me ouhyeahhh *tepuk-tepuk*

Mature

Aku memang macam ni. Merepek.
Macam budak budak.
Hey aku punya sukalah.
Tapi apa yang aku lalui selama ni.
Apa yang dah berlaku dan apa yang jadi.
Sangat mematangkan fikiran aku. Buat aku fikir luas sgt *macam mane tu eh*
Perangai aku je tak matang.
Aku tak suke serius. Hidup ni sekali je. kenape perlu serius?
Serius dalam sesuatu perkara itu perlu sbnrnye.
Tu menunjukkan kita care pasal benda tu.
Ambil beratlah pendek kataaa.
Kalau tak amik serius sesuatu perkara tu. orang pun ingat kita main2.
Tolonglah. kadang2 tak sengaja.
Maybe cara penyampaian tu tersilap, tersalah gaya.
Janganlah ingat kita tak serius pulak.
Something happen hari tu.
Maybe salah aku jugak kot kan.
Macam haritu kawan aku beria-ria bagitahu aku yang aku kena buat tu ini.
*Cho, kau kene buat... blablablabla*
Aku balas "Bosannyaaa keje kau bagi ni. takde life langsung. tolong bagi something yang lebih happening dan menggembirakan. Orang nerd mcm kau je mampu buat."
Okay. aku gurau je pun. Aku kate macam tu sbb terkedu keje yg die assign kt aku banyak sgt. Baru nk relax merelax!
Then terus tak tegur masam muka. *salah aku*

And lagi sorang ni. Follow blog aku. Aku tak pernah mintak pon perkara tu terjadi.
Aku bukanlah jenis orang yang menjual blog aku.
Macam ni "HEy korunkKkk! AkuW adEw blog. fOlloW lah aku. bacew larh tao0. pAstuwh cOmmEnt2 pleAseeEeee." *sangat mintak penyepak okay orang macam tu*
Dia bace salah satu blog post aku. terasa lah konon aku perli.
Sapa suruh terasa. Sapa suruh baca. Sapa suruh follow kan.
Sapa suruh kannnnn pun kau berbuat begitu pun kan nye pun. *salah aku jugak kah?*
Aku tak mention sapa2. tapi kalau dah terasa tu padan muka lah kan.
Aku cakap pun benda yang reality, kebenaran. Masing2 tak boleh terima.
Sampai sekarang merajuk dengan aku. Apekes?
Sorry. the truth is perangai macam tu LANGSUNG tak matang.
Tolong matang sikit. kalau tak matang pun kan. tolonglaa tolong tolong!
Tolong berfikiran terbuka. Jangan nk sempit mempit rempit.
Cakap lebat, sebat tak larat! Haha. (tiba-tiba)
*end*





P/S: Aku sangat matang dan pedas (HOT) kan. BHAHA


Not-So-Me-Lah

Aku paling lemah
Lemah bila masuk bab membaca. haih
Tolonglah. aku tak suke membace.
Ya, aku sedang mengeluh skrg. Sangat tak bersyukur kan? Sobss
Sekali esok kau tak dpt jawab lgsg. haruuuu.
Dari dulu aku memang lemah bile menghafal
Sejarah subject paling terbosan manakala Akaun subject paling terhebat *poyo*
Serius. Aku baru perasan lately 2 3 tahun lepas jugak lah.
Aku sgt boleh memorize nombor. sangat.
Nombor ape pon. tak kira banyak mane. tp kalau lapanpuluhbelasratusjuta.
Tak mampulah mak~
Dont know. maybe its a miracle. Alhamdulillah.
And sebab dari tu. Mak aku sukeeee suruh aku hafal nombor yg tak sepatutnya.
Contohnye termasuklah harga buku Sains yg dibeli dari supplier yg beriban tu.
Total semua, harga sejibik buku tu. bkn utk satu form je.
Untuk semua form okay. dari form 1 smpai form 5.
Oh bukan utk Sains saje. Kimia, Fizik, Biology dan sewaktu dengannya jugak *gila*
Merepek je keje aku.

Total chapter in the textbook = 20 chapter.
Dlm syllabus punye kertas 12 chapter je. acane tuu.
Runsing akuuuu.
Lemah weh lemahh. Tak dpt nk mengatasi kelemahan aku yg satu ni.
Please be nice Marketing yaaaa esk.
*berdoa*



P/S: tapi aku sgt tak hebat dlm Addmath. HAHA. otak problem sikit!

taktau

Ehem.
Nk tulis something. banyak yang terbuku dada ni *ececeh ayat takleh blah*
Entahla. tak rasa nk luah kt sini.
Too private and too personal to share.
Maybe gua patut simpan kan
Yes. sangat kena simpan lepas ni
Cakap banyak2 pon tak guna. Bkn ade yg peduli pun
Dulu selalu kena and now kau nk buat org tu rase bende yang same macam ape yg kau pernah kena dulu ke?
Sangat kena fikir perasaan diri sendiri dulu
Patutlah pun kan.
Hey kusut wehhhh.
Kalau macam ni hari hari. Taktaulaa ape jadi kan.
Setiap hari ade je yang berlaku. Something yg masing2 akan jdkan isu tu semakin besar.
Bahagia ke bile dpt buat macam tu?
Masing2 sakit hati. buat ape lah kan macam tu

Okay la.
Jgn fikir sgt Solehah!
Ade benda lain lebih penting utk kau fikir. Exam!
Kbai.

Feeling

Since the day we met.
I've never had anyone make me feel this way and my heart is sure it wants to be with you.
I want to give you the whole world if you make the promise to me that you will stay.
Without you guiding me, I'm lost and so confused.
What will it take to show you I'll be by your side.
I got you and I want to give you what you never had.
Everyday I hope to make you part of my life cause you know me and I know you.
Your love is where is at.
I'm gonna be the love that will last forever and be the one that got your back.
Nothing never that bad if we just be together.
And though we both made our mistakes and some we never wish we made.
But we'll be okay if we just stick together.
I know she hurts you and left you stranded and you paid the price when you messed up your life.
I know you're so afraid but I can't right the wrong she did.
I'm done my share of playing games.
But for you I given up that life.
You're the one I'm waiting for because you give me what I need the most.
Cause it's clear that we are meant to be together, together.
We should be together eternally.

Nak jadi

Start malam ni, aku nk jadi seorang yang sangat positif.
sangat sangat ok!
Macam td. tgh study tibe2 termenung kejap.
Kenape perlu bersedih dengan ape yang dah jadi kan.
Bukan boleh putar mase balik.
Bukan boleh ulang balik situasi tu.
Bukan boleh buat ape-ape pun
Selagi ade mase, jangan putus asa.
Allah pon tak suka umatNya berputus asa kan.
Selagi ada mase tu, selagi tu lah kena berjuang
Selagi ada mase tu jugaklah selagi tu lah kita kena yakin dengan diri sendiri
Yakin boleh buat.
Yakin berusaha bersungguh-sungguh.
Yakin dengan Allah sentiasa!
Kalau rasa effort sendiri dah cukup, tawakal je dgn ape yang akan jadi.
Sebab disebaliknya, ada hikmah yang menanti.

Dan paling penting. diri sendiri. sapa suruh tanak berusaha sungguh2 mase awal
bile dah dpt result kecewe frust menonggeng mcm ni baru nak melalak *akulahtu*
-__________________-
okbai. nak jadi positif.

Aku menyeru wahai semuaaa umat cas cas positif yang wujud sekeliling aku ni.
berdampinglah dengan aku. bertapa lah dengan akuuuu~
Aku menyeru mu~


Kental

Semangat perlu kental.
Im not a quitter neither a loser
Selagi belum berjuang,takkan senang2 nak mengalah.
Selagi boleh rebut peluang yang ade depan mate, aku rebut.
Pesaing2 semua. Siap sedia okay.
Walaupun kesihatan tak mengizin kan.
Jangan sebab tu buat aku lemah.
Ini lah cabaran dan dugaan.
Yang boleh tunjukkan samaada kita lemah, mampu utk menangkis semua masalah yang datang.
Tunjuk kita kental atau tidak. Mudah mengalah, menangis. So not me okay.
Hey kalau kau boleh bangkit mase SPM dulu, kenape tak skrg?
Peeps out there, doakan aku kuat dan dapat jwb exam yang menggilakan itu.
All the best to kwn2 UiTM semua.
Sem 3 sumpah sangat tough.
And paling buat aku jadi kental sangat sebab,
Aku ade semangat baru. Sgt menginspirasi kan okay. Sangat mengujakannn!
And to my inspiration, MTAR thank you for being with me all day and all night without any complaining. without aaa aaa. (I know I kuat bebel kan you.Haha)
And yes,now you are my inspiration, my breath, my heart, my whole life and my soul =')
Have a blissful Monday everyone.
Goodluck!




P/S : Wish me luck. oh ye. doakan adik aku sehat okay. keluar msuk wad je ='(

Future.

Run. Running all the time. Running to the future
With you right by my side
Me, I'm the one you chose out of all the people
You wanted me the most
And I'm so sorry that I've fallen. Help me up lets keep on running
Don't me fall out of love
Running running, as fast as we can
Do you think we'll make it?
We running, keep holding my hand so we don't get separated
Be the one I need. Be the one I trust most. Don't stop inspiring me
Sometime its hard to keep on running, we work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up.
I really hope that we'll make it.



I Heart You

Serius.
Aku tak pernah rasa perasaan semacam ni.
Takpernah.
And aku bahagia sangat sangat sangat.
Talk for long hours. sangat lame tak buat.
Gelak sama2. sangat rindu.
Share everything yang kami rasa.
Susah nak cari orang macam tu.
Susah nak jumpa orang jenis macam tu.
And I found one =')
ThankYou Allah.
Segala apa yang berlaku ada hikmahnya
Dan inilah hikmahnya


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*padahalmemangtanaktekanspaceahsukatilahsapasuruhbacakandahpenat*


p/s: emo~~

Bebel Ahad!

Aku berjaya mengharungi liku-liku minggu yang sangat tough.
Sangat berjaya.
Even minggu ni ade kelas hari ahad which mean tadi.
Aku pergi dgn seikhlas hati
Muka yang ceria sbb dpt makan free. HAHA.
Dan semangat untuk buat elok2 sebab untuk markah.

Tapi pagi aku dimulakan dengan perasaan marah.
Sapa2 terasa padan muka. Sapa suruh bace blog aku.
Aku cakap general okay.
Macam ni mukadimah dia.

Kita ade individual assignment, grouping assignment.
Yang grouping tu. kau dahlah kerja dengan orang.
Perangai yang kau tunjuk sekarang,
Mencerminkan perangai kau satu hari nnt bile kerja as teamwork.
Sangat shit okay.
Macam ni lah. Kalau kerja ngn org. Make sure kerja kau siap on time.
Tolong jgn drag masa org lain sbb kerja kau yg pemalas tak siap tu.
Kalau nk hantar last minute pon. berpada-pada okay.
Aku pon mengaku aku pun suke hantar last minute. Tapi aku still consider kerja dan masa org.
And bila nk present. Aku tak kisah muke aku je tempek kat depan tu.
Tapi bile dah grouping. Tak sedar diri jugak ke.
And aku dah pernah ckp. Aku sangat PARTICULAR pasal MASA.
MASA ITU EMAS OKAY! TAKE NOTE!
So jgn la sebab kau lmbt bangun buat keje lain ke. Sibuk berBOYFRIEND ingat-aku-heran-sangat-boyfriend-takguna.
Mase kau terbiar. At the end menyusahkan orang lain.
TOLONGLAH. Penat aku cakap tau tak.
Pastu buat muka tak tahu malu mintak maaf.
Murah gila maaf kau. 10sen dpt dua ke?

Benda simple macam ni. Kalau kau biasakan buat jadi habit tau tak.
Ubah perangai. Or satu hari kau menyesal sebab suma orang caki-maki-kutuk-gosip dan sewaktu dengannya. Untuk orang hormat kau. Sila hormat orang lain dulu.
Jangan perasan diri tu bagus nak blame orang.
Perangai jangan nk haram sgt.
Pergi dapatkan sijil halal and logo JAKIM.
Jangan nak cakap bagus dalam suma benda.
Kalau bagus. apehal kau amik diploma je? (aku tak hebat.SPM bodoh je.tu aku amik diploma je)
#SENTAP disitu
OKBAILAGI.



P/S : bukan kau sorang. suma orang termasuk aku pernah buat. Jangan nk sentap nangis2 merajuk mcm haram. Nak pedas lagi sila buat lagi. Aku suka *Blinkblink mate*

I wish

I can be tough. I can be strong.
But with you, its not like that at all.
There is a girl who gives a shit. Behind this wall. You just walk through it.

And I remember all those crazy thing you said.
You left them running through my head. You always there, you're everywhere.
But right now I wish you were here.

All those crazy things we did. Didn't think about it just went with it.
You're always there, you're everywhere. But right now I wish you were here.

Damn, damn, damn.
What I'd do to have you.
Here, here, here. I wish you were here
What I'do to have you
Near, near, near. I wish you were here

I love the way you are. It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is. And the truth is that I really miss

No, I don't wanna let go. I just wanna let you know. That I never wanna let go.




=')

Bengang

Serius aku bengang
Kenape lah manusia macam ni wujud
Menyusahkan aku je
Manusia kalau tak tuding jari salahkan sorang tu bulat2 tak boleh ke?
Fikir positif lah. Manusia tak perfect hokayyyyyyyyyy
And terang2 kau willing nk buat benda tu. Dah volunteer
So aku expect benda tu dah selesai. Tak payah nk fikir dah
But then bila benda tu berubah, dah lah kau tak bagitahu. Simpan sendiri
Bila orang lain tanya, terus salahkan orang yang tak tahu.
Dan orang tu aku.
Woi geramnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
OKBAI


Words.

Kadang-kadang, bila terase down.
Mungkin saat itu kita perlukan seseorang untuk menenangkan kita.
Tapi tak semua orang yang sesuai untuk jadi peneman.

Kadang-kadang tak semua masalah kita boleh share dengan org yang kita syg.
Sebab kadang-kadang kita tak terasa connected dengan diorang.
Atau mungkin dia tidak memahami kita sebenarnya.

Kadang-kadang, sejauh mana pun kita terasa, terluka
Sedaya upaya kita sembunyikannya sebab tak nak pihak lain terasa.

Kadang-kadang jadi selfish ni bagus jugak.
Kenapa kita nk fikir pasal orang, perasaan dia sedangkan kita tak bahagia dan terpaksa?
Kita je jage perasaan dia, dia? Sukahati je

Kadang-kadang ape yang berlaku ade hikmah disebaliknya
Kita sebagai hambaNya yg lemah, harus sabar menghadapi segala cabaran dan dugaan.
Anggap la cabaran dan dugaan boleh membuat kita kuat untuk teruskan hidup.

Kadang-kadang kita selalu mengeluh.
Ingatlah. bukan kita je yang ade masalah. lebih ramai lagi yang lebih susah

Dan kadang-kadang bila kita sedih
Cara terbaik kita mengadu padaNya. InsyaAllah. Dia Maha Mendengar =)

Dan teruskan hidup, jangan lah sebab sesuatu tu, kita terus mengalah
dan tak nak hidup. Perjalanan kita masih jauh lagi

Hearthrob



Mase tggu nk jwb Test Ais. sempat camwhore. HAHA




My Hearthrob =)
Terima kasih sebab jadi kawan saye




P/S: aku kurus bhai! hahaha

Selalu macam ni

Bila aku ade masa free.
Aku terasa malam ni aku punya.
Mesti something jadi. yang menyusahkan hati. tensionkan aku.
Aku benci lah macam ni.
Kau ingat senang ke nk belajar ni. kau tak tau, kau tak rase
Lebih tepat lg kau takde kt tempat aku
Kalau kau tau pressure die macam mane.
Kau takkan paksa mcm ni.
Aku tanak cakap psl ni. cukuplah.
Aku dah bosan, muak, muntah.

ketensionan

Tension. aku nk luah dekat sini.
Okay cuti seminggu sangat tak cukup
Dengan test beratur lepas raya. tak cukup tempat nk isi dah
Assignment sume. ingat aku rajin sgt nk mengadap bende alah tu masa raya?
Raya adelah hari untuk bergembira, bergossip, mengumpat dan sewaktu dengannya.
Bkn hari untuk mengadap assignment. sibuk baca buku and whatsoever *taksedardiri*
Hari ni, saat ini hari Sabtu. 5.23pm aku taip post ni.
aku nk membebel sebab pada hari ; -

Isnin :
Kelas start 8.30am !
Quiz Akaun, Presentation Maf.
Practice Speaking Test (byk kali buat gua tetap tak pandai okay!),
Lecture Marketing (bosan.headbanging selalu).
Ends at 6pm!
Oh yaaa. gua ade Ko-Ku pkul 9pm - 11pm. Assignment menunggu utk disubmit dan masih tak buat lg. padan mukaaaaaaaaa!

Selasa:
Start 1030am.Test CTU(Repeated Test. Ustazah nk buat jgk sbb ada yang tak dtg. Sapaa yang kurang ajar sangat tuuu tak datang test harituuuuuuuuuuuu. kau menyusahkan akuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! Thankyouuuuuu broooo!)
Test Akaun! (Isnin Quiz, Selase test. hebat sgtlah tuuu!),
Tutorial Law yg membunuh! And mesti bg marks utk Test haritu. konfem gua dpt KOSONG! Habis pukul 6pm jugak. Mati mati!

Rabu :
Kelas mula 830 pagii.
Quiz Excel AIS (sgt main2 dlm lab AIS. Padan mukaa lagiii. terima lah padahnya!),
Test Marketing and Presentation Project Marketing!
Tutorial Law againnnnn and againnnnnnnnnnn. Habis pkul 6ptg lagiiii~

Khamis :
Again. 8.30 in the morning!
Speaking Test (THE REAL ONE),
Presentation MAF againnn.
Lab Test Excel (semoge aku hidup haritu!)

Jumaat: Aku nk tido whole dayyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Sabtu : Start bukak buku utk final. Alhamdulillah. sedar diri akhirnyaaa.

Ahad : Nak terperap satu hari dekat LIBRARY. nk date dgn buku kt situ. semoge aku insaf!

Isnin : Test MAF.

Selasa : harap2 takde apaa. kelas macam biasaaa. dpt carrymarks yg tak berapa nk carry sgt tu!

Rabu : Start study week. Perap hingga ranum dengan Ummi Diyana bt Ahmad dekat library till 18SEPT!

19Sept. Start stress. 6 Oct aku habis dan jadi gila. Dan aku sangat bersyukur sebab takde intersesi, kalau ade pon aku rase aku dah gila lepas 6 Oct tu. Takleh nk belajar balik. OK.Takecare.KBAI.

*end of bebel*

Selamat jadi Zombaaaaa !

sapa baca
P-A-D-A-N M-U-K-A

menanti yang tak pasti

Menanti sesuatu yang tidak pasti
Samaada pelangi atau mendung yang berpanjangan
Hati tolonglah kuat

QUIT

I want to quit
I should quit
I have to quit
Really really have to.
I will.
Take care.






Being deeply LOVED by someone gives you strength.
While LOVING someone deeply gives you courage.

=)

It's always been about me, myself and I.
I thought relationships were nothing but a waste of time.
I never wanted to be anybody's other half.
I was happy saying that I had a love that wouldn't last.
That was the only way I knew till I met you.
Cause every time before it's been like maybe yes and maybe no.
I won't live without it, I won't let it go.
What did I get myself into.
Tell me is it only me.
Do you feel the same?
You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games.
I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down.
You can trust I've never felt it like I feel it now.
Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through.
You make me wanna say I do =)




Rumit.

Sepenuhnya aku..
Ingin memelukmu
Mendakap penuh harapan untuk mencintaimu

Setulusnya aku..
Akan terus menunggu
Menanti sebuah jawapan untuk memilikimu.

Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku.
Semoga kau tahu isi hatiku.
Dan seiring waktu yang terus berputar.
Aku masih hanyut dalam mimpiku..





You don't have to see the whole staircase,
But just take the first step,
That's the first step in FAITH

Priceless

At some point,
You will realize that you have done too much for someone.
Thats the only next possible step to do is to stop.
Leave them alone.
Just walk away.
It's not like you're giving up and shouldn't try.
It's just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation.
What is truly yours would eventually be yours.
And what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.
A person who truly loves you, is someone who sees the pain in your eyes, while everyone else believes in the smile on your face.




You've open up my heart, made me believe in love once again and but yet, I'm afraid to fall again because you'll not be there to catch me ='(

Find.

Find a guy.
Who will call you beautiful instead of hot.

Find a guy.
Who calls you back when you hang up on them

Find a guy.
Who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat =')

Find a guy.
Who will stay awake to watch you sleep

Find a guy.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you

Finally, find a guy.
The one who turns to his friends and says, "That's her."





Natijahnya, sila bermimpi disiang hari. HAHAHA
My cuti dah start. yeayy. HAPPY HOLSS =)


What makes a women

Antara ciri-ciri wanita yang cantik dalamannya =)

- Dia yang tersenyum saat tertekan
- Dia ketawa saat hati sedang menangis
- Dia tabah saat dihina
- Dia mengasihi tanpa balasan
- Dia melukis kekuatan melalui masalah
- Dia mempersona kerana memaafkan




Salam Perantauan

Puasa dah nak habis. Raya dah nk dekat
Tapi raya mcm tak raya je.
Di kesempatan ini (ececeh! haha)
Aku susun sepuluh jari. Memohon ampun dan maaf.
Jikalau ade kekasaran pernah aku buat. sengaja mahupun tak sengaja.
Maaf dipinta.
Doakan aku ye untuk Final Exam ni.
Selamat Hari Raya!




Okay. cuti dah start. Aku pon start dah tak sedar diri
Keje berlambak oi.
Awal gilaa kan aku buat ucapan raya. haha. Peduli apaa aku ;p

Rindu

I miss you.
Really really miss you.
I miss our time that we had before.
I miss us...
To be specific, I miss the old us
I miss all the things that we had gone through together.

8.06 pm. thanks for the missed call =')

Jangan Kau Pergi

Tak pernah kurasa begini
Kumenyintaimu sepenuh hatiku
Ternyata hanyalah dirimu
Yang mengerti aku sepenuh hatimu
Ku inginkan selalu terhentinya waktu
Supaya kita terus bersama
Jangan lah kau pergi tinggalkan diriku
Sendiri jauh darimu
Ku perlukan kamu inginmu selalu
Temani jalan hidupku
Ternyata hanyalah dirimu yang amat ku rindu
Kurindu selalu
Kuinginkan selalu terhentinya waktu
Supaya kita terus bersama




OST Nora Elena =)

Hurt

Terseksa sangat sangat sangat.
Pergilah jauh jauh perasaan macam ni. sangat tak suka ='(
Sumpah harini takde semangat tahu tak.
Mana pergi semangat aku yang sebelum-sebelum ni
Takkan macam tu je kau mudah mengalah.
Cepatnya kau give up.
Kau tahu benda ni perit.
Kau tahu kau tak mampu menanggungnya lagi.
Please semangatku, janganlah cepat mengalah macam ni.
Lemahnya kau.
Ingat balik apa yang pernah janji dengan mak abah.
Janji takkan macam ni dah. Janji yang nk buktikan dekat mereka yang aku boleh.



Aku ada satu permintaan dengan kau. Satu je aku mintak. Before ni aku tak pernah minta macam-macam dengan kau kan. Kau kenal aku kan.
Aku jenis bukan yang meminta-minta itu ini. I'm not.
Aku jenis yang independent and tak suka menyusahkan orang kan?
Satu je permintaan aku. Lepaskan aku please. Aku tak sanggup dah. Sumpah tak sanggup dah nk harunginya. Maaf ='(

If you truly love someone, then the only thing you want from them is to be happy... even if its not with you. Just let them happy.







Giving up doesn't mean you're a quitter, it just means whatever you're fighting for is no longer worth the fight.Never get too attached to anyone because attachments leads to expectations & expectations leads to disappointments.

You.

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I can't follow through
But I can't go on this way
I've got stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it's hurt when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I am sorry. I am sorry.

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back where we were before
But I'm done I just can't do it anymore
Cause we can't be mended
So let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circle for some time
And I think we should head to the finish line
So believe me. I am sorry
I've got to pack up and leave but
I'll remember how we came close to be
And I wanted to be.
And its too late right now. at this point. fullstop.


Untitled.

Penat, letih, putus asa.
Aku bukan robot. aku bukan boneka kau
Aku tak suka dipaksa. didesak apetah lagi diarah itu ini.
Aku nak jadi diri aku. in my OWN way. not yours
Tahu tak tekanan tu macam mana? kau faham kan.
Satu-satu nya tempat lepas tekanan ni lah. alam maya
I'm not addicted to it. but it is the only way that I can release it.
Even mak abah aku tak pernah larang buat apa yang aku suka.
They know their own daughter better than you.
At least aku pandai jaga diri. Aku tahu cukup susah bagi kau kan.
Bukan aku tak mengerti situasi kau.
Kau terlalu memaksa. sangat. Aku tak tahan lagi dah
19. Aku rasa angka ni cukup banyak, cukup matang untuk tahu membeza baik dan buruk.
Cukup untuk tahu menjaga diri sendiri. The positive and negative.
Ini hidup aku.
Cukuplah dengan permainan kau.
Cukuplah dengan semuanya
Aku terlalu letih.
Aku mengalah.
Aku tak nak. Aku tak ingin teruskannya lagi.





P/S : Smile like you've never cried, fight like you've never lost, love like you've never been hurt and live like there's no tomorrow.

Menelaah

Aku rasa. minggu ni paling terbaikla busy dia. mengalahkan Perdana Menteri.
baru hari Isnin dan nak masuk hari Selasa. sudah terasa kehangatannya !
aku rase aku masih boleh Lepak Chill Rilex bro. tak sedar diri betul.
padahal keja berlambak. Pfffftt~
Tengok. sempat update blog lagi. Puii Puii.
You are wasting your precious time Solehah! Insaf please!
tapi setelah tahu hari Rabu ini cuti sempena Nuzul Al-Quran.
release sikit rasanya.
Woi sumpah tension tahap gaban punyalah !

16 August 2011. hari ini. saat ini aku tulis post ni. Aku ada 32 hari je
then Final Exam menanti untuk menghukum pesalahnya.
Berazam untuk Hibernate dari dunia-dunia hiburan ni. dari sekarang.
Macam boleh je. Harapan lah woi.


Short-listed playlist. Nak share sbb malam ni aku jiwang weh!

M2M - The Day You Went Away
KRU - Apa Saja
M2M again! - Prettaaaay Boy ;p
KRU and again - Sayang
N'Sync - I'll Drive Myself Crazy
Man Bai - Kau Ilhamku
Yellow Card - Only One.
Illa Sabri - Keranamu Kekasih.
Melda Ahmad - Chemistar eh silap! Chemistry aka Kimia =)


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Gudnite peeps!

Heart Out

We are not perfect, any of us, we make mistakes, we screw up,
but then we forgive and forget and move forward.
Don't quit because something went wrong.
Quit because you tried your hardest and nothing made it better.

I want to be the girl that changed everything, the girl that made a difference and the girl that gave you a story to tell
I may not be the prettiest, smartest or strongest
But at least I am me, and don't pretend to be someone that I'm not meant to be
Lately me myself always speak to my own heart, don't be scared that you won't find anyone who will love you, because someday you will when the time is right.
Too young to think about the so called love-thingy.
Sometimes you have to forget about what you want and focus on what you deserve
Just because you apologized doesn't mean my heart is magically fixed.
Call the Mr-Fix-It for me. I've got some problem here.






P/S : Life is like a riding a bicycle, to keep yourself balance you have to keep moving. Believe in your dreams and they MAY come true, but believe in yourself and they WILL come true

Bintang Kehidupan

Jenuh aku mendengar manisnya kata cinta
Lebih baik sendiri
Bukannya sekali seringku mencuba
Namun ku gagal lagi
Mungkin nasib diri, suratan tanganku, harus tabah menjalani

Jauh sudah langkahku menyusuri hidupku yang penuh tanda tanya
Kadang hati bimbang menentukan sikapku
Tiada tempat mengadu
Hanya iman didada yang membuat ku mampu tabah untuk menjalani
Malam-malam aku sendiri, tanpa cintamu lagi
Hanya satu keyakinan ku
Bintangkan bersinar menerpa hidupku
Bahagia kan datang...

Fighting !

Usaha tangga kejayaan. Aku tersangat pegang dgn kata-kata tu.
Even mak aku pon suruh berusaha, belajar rerajin.
Ah bkn mak aku sorang je bebel mcm tu. Mak semua orang pon kan.
Dan hari ini telah menampakkan hasilnya.
Tak sia-sia aku stay up hampir setiap malam mengadap bende alah tu.
hihi. GOOD ATTEMPT untuk essay LAW240 aku. Fuh Fuh. kau ingat senang ke?
2 bijik essay pulak tu. Yemme~
Thankyou Mdm Nazida =)
Kata-kata basuhan mu itu sangat meresap dalam hati


Everyday is a new beginning. Treat it that way.
Stay away from what might have been, and look at what can be.
Never be ashamed of what you feel, you have the right to feel emotion that you want, and to do what makes you happy.
You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things that you do not want to feel
And thanks to Allah for answering my doa. Amin.

Belajar untuk menghargai

Sometimes there is no next time, no time-outs, no second chances, sometimes it's now or never.
I can't tell how many times you promised things would be different.
But now, I promise I'm never coming back.
Love doesn't always have a happy ending.
Just because you love someone so much, doesn't mean they are the right one for you.
Six letter, two words, easy to say, hard to explain, harder to do : MOVE ON
Learn to appreciate what you have before time makes you appreciate what you had.




P/S ; I don't love you anymore

Past.

Dear past. thanks for all the lessons.
Never regret it when its happen to us.
Even bad situation has a positive.
It may be hard for a while, but eventually you're going to find the good.
Enjoy the little things in life because one day you will look back,
and realize they were the big things.
Just remember one thing ; Everything happens for a reason.
Life puts you down, so only YOU can get back up for the better things
While you can't go back and make a brand new start,
you can start from now and make a brand new end

Live life, Forgive & Forget



P/S: spirit for myself =')

Rebuild

My life need some changes.
Its time to rebuild my life.
Hope it would last


To my Greatest Creator. do help me please. Amin.

Secrets


From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all insincere
I'm gonna give all my secrets away