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AC110 4D

Someone upload this thingy last night. Jiwa kacau terus. Haihh =='

I'm not ready for this. that, this and that.

Mentally no, yet physically too.

Ape pon life goes on kan. nak taknak kite kena harunginya.

And kalau org lain boleh buat kenape tidak kau?

Goodluck to myself then!

I'm on it.

Dedicate this semester 4 for my family and my love one. hihi

I will fight, fight for them =')

Soon you'll be graduate baby. So berjuang utk itu okay!

Off.

P/S: Degree soon. better be ready too.

The End

End of semester break.

Goodbye bed.

Goodbye room -__-

Goodbye unlimited internet -_______________-

Goodbye all.

Don't miss me cause I don't wanna miss you all.

End of laziness

End of joyfulness

End of lepaking

End of everything that can make me happy.

Lepas ni kena rajin. Mengadap buku. Mengadap notes. Mengadap lecturerS. Mengadap laptop siapkan assignment. Mengadap paperwork. Mengadap slides utk presentation. Mengadap sem 4.

Tolong rajin sebab ni semester terakhir kau. please. Jgn rosakkan sem 4 mcm kau rosakkan sem 3.

Plus next year you'll be graduate dear. Enjoy the last sem of diploma!

Bye.

XOXO

*mood kurang baik TURN ON*

Salah

Terkejut.

Bile bangun pagi perasaan bercampur-campur.

Serius tak suke perasaan macam tu.

Letih lah dgn semua yang dah jadi.

Benda simple yg senang nk diselesaikan. Lagi nk besar2 buat ape.

Kadang-kadang tak faham kenape jadi mcm ni.

Cerite lame lagi nk ungkit. Yang sorang tanak mengaku.

Lagi sorang tak boleh terime hakikat. Setiap yang berlaku ade hikmahnye disebaliknyekan.

Dah tu yang tetap salahkan diri masing2 buat ape. tunding jari sume.

Mengaku salah je tak boleh ke? Yang pihak lg satu tu jgn lah nk kasi panas lg.

Mengaku dan tolong berubah boleh tak!

Serius penat tahu tak.

Orang lain pulak suruh jage, suruh tengokkan. Buat ape yang patut.

Tau tak perasaan die mcm mane bile bende tu jadi. Mampu diam dan menangis je.

Supposed tak payah nk masuk campur lah kan. Masalah orang. Tak layak pun.

Tau lah aku yang paling rapat tapi ape aku boleh buat?

Kau yg lg besar tu kau buat taktahu. Reti nk mengarah je tapi buat hampeh.

Sape lah nk dengar bdk setahun jagung ni cakap kan.

Tak boleh lah kan nk salahkan siape2. Dah besar pandailah nk handle sendiri.

Tak suke jadi mcm ni. kena dgr sume bende basi ni

Basi tahu! BASI dan BOSAN!

Tolonglah. Betulkan balik keadaan ni. Jgn nk bergantung harap sgt. Do something.

Jgn buat taktahu. At least admit setiap kesalahan tu dan cube nk berubah. Fikir lah org sekeliling tu jugak before ni buat decision ape sume. Jangan nk hambur tak tentu pasal je.

Yang lagi sorang, org tu yang dah buat kesalahan. Terime jelah. Bukan boleh putar balik kesalahan yg die buat. Manusia buat kesilapan kan. Dan kesilapan tu dah menyedarkan org tu. Bincang elok2 jgn nk rase diri sendiri betul.

Dan org lain. Kau tak rase ape yg aku rase. Kau takde kt tempat aku ni. Tolong diam dan jangan nk berlagak kau tahu sume bende. Kau reti nk membebel salahkn orang tu ini. Kau diam okay.

Diam je lebih bagus.

Penat dan letih dengan sume ni.

Sabar lah banyak2. Allah sentiase menguji umatNya kan.

Relationship

Why do you prefer long distance relationship?

Because they are stronger. They mean a lot more.

Well to me that is, I mean I think about it. Everyday every second.

Sure you don't get to hug the person, kiss the person, wake up next to the person but you get to talk to them, hear them.

Trust is the biggest thing in a relationship.

Trust is not easy to build but without confident and suspicious it will ruin the relationship at the end.

If you can trust someone who lives hundred miles away, then it makes the long distance become solid and firm.

Think about how amazing it's going to be when finally get to meet them.

And how perfect it's gonna be.

You fight less. You laugh more.

They are hard, they are harder than a lot of other things but they are worth it in the end.

Even though long distance is hard, to work it out need lots of strength, console, willingness, passion and the most important is trust and understanding.

Why let distance ruin your feelings to someone?

Feelings are feelings, love is love, that's not gonna change anything.

You may granted the happiness after you managed to overcome all the obstacles and hardness of being apart by thousand miles away.

If you believe in yourself, have trust and faith, then there is no problem because long distance is just a matter of a fact where you can resist it.

As long as they have each other and they meant for each other, that's make them stronger.

I believe that I am not regret of choosing this path at the first place, it allow us to learn many things throughout the hardship we confronted.

Overall I must say it is definitely true because it is beautiful after all.

So beautiful if you believe and love each other,

then you just feel so near to each other.

It's rare. And just don't give up easily.

Thought

You're not gonna promise to each other that you will not disappoint one another,

Because at some point you will.

What is important is you don't go away, you don't escape, you don't leave one another,

Just because you were disappointed.

That's the meaning of fidelity

Tag

Okay dah lame tak main bende alah ni. Zaman tok Adam dulu main lah.

Then kalau tak kena tag dgn org lain. start touching2. sgt tak matang~

Malas sbnrnye nak buat tp sebab kawan tercinta yang lagi gedik mengada2 si Rad ni.

Aku ikutkan jugaklah. Kang tak buat berguling2 dekat jalan tu sapa nk tanggung =p

First: The Rules.

1.You must post these rules

2. Each person must post 11 thing about themselves in their journal.

3.Answer the question the tagger set for you in their post. and create 11 new question for the people you tagged to answer

4.You have to choose 11 people to tag and link them on the post.

5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged HIM/HER.

6. No tag back!

7. No stuff in the tagging section about 'YOU ARE TAGGED IF YOU ARE READING THIS'YOU LEGITIMATELY (a.k.a REALLY,TRUST,WILL ALL HONESTLY) have tagged 11 people.

About me

1. Cho.

2. Comel sgt.

3. Belum matang.

4. 19 going on 20 real sooooooooon bebeh

5. Malas

6. Garang

7. Suke tido

8. Ade lesung pipit. kau ade? =p

9. aaaaaaaa

10. Nak cukupkan 10.

11. Yeay dah 11!

soalan Rad gedik bagi:

1. hobi kamu.

Tido, tido dan tido. aaaa dan tido lg. oh yang lain eh? tido jugak

2. ade x yang dah mencuri hati kamu?

hehe. anda tahu anda sape lah kan myMTAR~ wee

3. masakan sape jadi pilihan hati?

mak saya dan my mother in law to-be *berangan*

4. impian kamu?

mengejar impian yang diimpikan. tulah impian die.

5. sebab anda memilih jurusan pengajian kamu sekarang?

because I think I'm good at it?

6. pengalaman yang tidak disangka berlaku dalam hidup kamu?

berjumpe lipas dlm jamban di saat-saat genting.

7. air minuman kegemaran?

S-I-R-A-P

8. hadiah hari jadi yang diidamkan?

anything that can be kept =)

9. jangka kawin umur berapa?

22-23. HAHA *reminder for myMTAR* =p

10. bila balik rumah..ape perkara pertama yang korang buat?

bukak pintu. acane nk masuk rumah -____-

11. pesanan untuk saya?

To my beloved classmate yg mengade, Radziah. I love you so much. Mucho mucho masss you know =) Maaf selame ni terkasar bahase terkurang lawak terlebih bad mood tertambah perencah sarcasm hihi. Well biaselah macam tak kenal aku kan hee good luck in your life my dear and kau tau aku sayang kau sgt sgt and kau tau ape yang kau patut buat kan. anything I'm here for you. Always and forever. Please jgn malas mcm aku ni. Aku tau kau byk terpengaruh dgn aku haha. Dulu kencang buat sume tutorial Akaun, aku yg jadi peniru setia pagi2 buta dalam kelas Akaun *dasar pemalas* Maafkanlah kwnmu yg pemalas ni. So saya akhiri ucapan sepatah dua kata ini dgn memberitahu Solehah sgt comel. Sekian.

oh malas nk tag sapa2. Kbai.

Alhamdulillah.

I don't blame anyone.

I know this is all on my own.

But I'm very sureeeeeeee its all from you.

Thank you for ruined my 3rd semester to Mr You-Know-Who-You-Are

Terime kasih atas segala permainan kau.

Permainan bodoh aku rase.

Banyak sgt aku lalui sepanjang sem ni.

Memang sumpah aku takkan baik dengan orang macam kau lagi.

Aku jahat sangat ke sampai kau buat aku macam ni.

Thank you sbb tunjukkan diri aku yang sebenar.

I'll try to change instead.

Semua yang berlaku ade hikmahnya.

Dan hikmah dia, faham2 sendiri lah kan.

Alhamdulillah. Syukur padaMu Ya Allah. =')

Eh macam aku menyalahkan org kan? Tak. Aku sedang berterima kasih ni weee~